You're telling me you're so confused.

Screw Annual Road Run, those who didnt go were clever.

It was raining and there was a lightning risk thus they cancelled the run for the upper secondary. we were told to wait under the shelter for nearly 1hr until we could finally leave. while waiting, i was busy taking photos and playing regina's PSP. hahah.

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But I don’t care what they say,
I’m in love with you.
They try to pull me away,
But they don’t know the truth.

Here we are, at the crossroads once again.

Ohmypatrick! I survived after (counts) 4 days of not touching the computer! I cant believe it, okay, actually it was 3 days. But i got my reason, i was busy doing my social studies project. (: anyway, shall update briefly about this whole week.

Monday: The only thing i remembered on Monday is that Mr Lim was being so funny during Chemistry lesson. he took Ivy's teddy bear and squashed and squeezed it, so unlike him! it made us laugh like crazy hyenas! :)

Tuesday: I got to know my physics common test results. And i passed! Not those borderline ones, pass by a lot, was super happy with myself. Yet, the topics like electricity for example was not tested so that explains why i could get quite well.

Wednesday: I am giving this day lots of smiles. ((((((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GEORGE!!!

Thursday: -

Friday: ahem ahem. (:
(oh, and i found out today that many's digital watches do not have the date for leap year.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THOSE BORN IN THE LEAP YEAR!!!

2am, and the rain is falling.

"If practice makes perfect, then why nobody in the world is perfect?"

true.

anyway, my blog is dead. T.T sigh, but nevermind lah, i think i will only blog once a week now. D: i have to convince myself that this is good for me.

from today onwards, i will only be online on friday nights and weekends, unless neccessary. why the sudden change? apparently, my juniors, namely zhenyi and yongkian realised that i am always online and it seems like i never study, so i shall prove them wrong, by using the time which i normally use for computer usage for studying. this may be a good start to prepare myself for the 'O' Levels. (I am quite scared about it actually, since this whole week have been common tests, common tests and more common tests and i am already feeling the examination stress.)

okay, i will also reflect on what i have done this 2 months. i will try to do better, i've got evidence to show that. for once, i am actually planning to study for the pure history test next week tmrw. this may be very - for you, yet, to me, it is a big step of improvement alr. okay, all this stuff is getting so boring.

common test week was sucky, and i am actually relieved it's finally over. the whole week passed so fast as though i was sitting in a bullet train for 5 days. with common tests over, although not well done, the burden in my heart has decreased.

i hate today a lot, we had chemistry and a.maths test today, one after another. i could jump down the building, totally.

i think i have flunked my chemistry common test, since i lost 9 marks from it alr. one of the free-response questions happened to be printed on the same paper as the page where we write our questions' answers on, and i happened to pluck out the answering page and did not see the free-response question behind. when the teacher told us to stop, i stapled the papers back together and it was then i realised i just lost 10 marks. so i quickly scan through the free-response question and realised i could get 1 mark. 'Define the meaning of allotropes.' Easy, 1 mark secured, yet 9 marks gone. i knew how to do that question and it was seriously a waste. if they are going to determine the bandings by looking at the chemistry marks from the common test, i am sure i would be at the bottom of the list, and get into the lousiest band. I NEED TO BUCK UP, SERIOUSLY.

Mr Kat marked the papers later, and said that many flunked their MCQ, i believed i was one of the many, since i was confused with the many equations.

A.Maths, i've got nothing to say. Only the graph question, surprisingly, was easy. the rest used up a lot of my brain cells and you could say all the cells went to waste. i tried my best to attempt every question, yet, some questions were too tough, and i was weak at Trigonometry. i dont want to talk about it alr. i am alr immune to failing, i know i shouldnt think that way. BUT. nevermind.

this post is so darn emo-ish, so i guess many would skip reading the contents. i am on the verge of breaking down, but i know i have to be strong, whatever.

I shouldnt love you, but i want to.

SICK.

If you happen to be late for school and is rushing to school at around 8 which is quite stupid, you might see a girl wearing a blue tee with her mama next to her walking on the way to the clinic, that's me.

okay, whatever.

it's so boring stuck at home, with a head feeling so heavy that it might topple off anytime. i miss HCL common test and Chemistry IP, oh wow. that's great. that means i have to stay back on one of these days to do my common test ALONE and catch up on Chemistry, and that sucks.

it's not that i wanna be sick, i seriously hope i will be okay by tmrw, and do my best in English.

CRAP. just typing these few words make me so tired alr, i feel so vulnerable. ):

Clumsy 'cause i'm falling in love. ♥

OMG. i was on youtube and i chanced upon this video of Steven Lim commenting on his self-claimed idol, Edison Chen.
(Note: Do not view this after having a full meal.)



it's so obvious that he is making use of Edison Chen's Scandal to let himself rise to fame. YUCK. Not only does he disgraces himself, Singapore is also being disgraced. Comments i read have people asking whether the people living in Singapore are like this. NEH SHIT can! by the way, there are more of his videos, just look at the links. i am too lazy to post all his videos up on my blog, plus it might make my blog lag.

anyway, this video reminded me a lot of the Chris Crocker's version on Britney Spears, the video where he kept saying 'Leave Britney Alone!' hahah! JUST FOR LAUGHS! :D

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and i ran at the stadium today, 6rounds, not really a lot i know. but this is only the starting. yeah, so i planned to run every sunday i guess. I WANNA BURN MY FATS! :)

shitty CT week starts tmrw, while the Sec 2 and 3 are having fun in their camps. Oh, i will get over it, hurhur.

And the hearts are all over the world tonight. ♥

hello, i love you. ♥


(pack of twisties and wangwang biscuits not included)


I found these hidden deep within my refrigerator which i believe was one of the valentine's gift i received 2 years ago. T.T
(i threw them away after taking this photo. sorry about the flash.)


google is always so creative. (:

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY, A.HAFIZ!!!

'Cause you said forever. ♥

FOURCEE! ♥

VISIT IT AND TAG, PEOPLE, REVIVED AND ALL EDITED BY NURULAIN!

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neh shit.
one of my computers crashed on me. D:
i lost all my new songs inside and will never get it back alr. DD:
the photos i uploaded recently for the CNY and the Sentosa Flower Fair are all gone. DDD:
i am not going to upload the photos on blog anymore, sigh.

wah, dont know why can. i was like just using the computer like usual, then suddenly it blacked out. i switched the computer off, and then switched it on again. NOTHING. -.- heartpain heartpain. :C

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went to ms tock's house today to bainian. a bit late though, hahah. and she lives at the 26storey, super high can! we took turns looking at her wedding photos, photos when she was younger, etc. and then we took group photos. (: later she gave us angbao! hahah.

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valentine's day is coming, can i dont go to school on that day? ):

i dont feel like giving anybody anything this year, although i just bought them. LOL.

very tired alr. D:

You're every minute of my everything. ♥

Rest In Peace, Ah Meng.

does anyone dont know that Ah Meng died on Friday, 8 February 2008? Please, someone tell me that you didnt know that she has died or something if not i'd feel very WOLS to have realised about her death only on Sunday, 10 February 2008. anyway, she was 48.

super sad lah, even though i believe i have never seen her before. but, yeah, she was quite famous leh, then die. luckily she died a natural death, not those sick then die, etc. yeah, and she's considered old alr, her age is equal to a human of around age 95. normally, orangutans living till 40yearsold is alr considered old alr, and miraculously, she lived till 48. and i feel really sad for the zookeeper who was taking care of her. he had took care of her for 34 years alr, which is about 3/4 of Ah Meng's life. it's like having someone you're closed to die. wahhhh, heartpain leh.

lastly, i hope she rest in peace. (one minute of silence.)

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the old lady i mentioned about at the flower fair, i realised i've got a photo of half her face! (she's the one at the left, she may look young, but uh-uh.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOURHEART!!!

Sentosa Flower Fair. ♥

DDD: the sun did not wait for me. and peiwen pangseh-ed us.

Sentosa Flower Fair
Met with 8th aunt and 8th uncle together with shimin and my brother at the bus interchange. took bus 188 to harbourfront to meet with kaixin and jiaxin and have our early dinner. as we were sort of rushing for time, we settled for a quick dinner at KFC. the three of us, shimin, my brother and i, (the rest had eaten) had shrooms meal with the side meal change to cheese fries. we had the pasta shrimp cheez too. the pasta shrimp cheez sucks, like totally. it tastes like those breaded shrimp and even though i could see the pasta i was biting into, it taste like nothing. the only thing i could taste was the shrimp and the crust. i was even wondering if they remembered adding the cheese inside or not. such a disappointment. the cheese fries werent any better. there was too much cheese and it makes one wonder whether it should be called fries cheese instead of cheese fries. yuck, the thought of them just make me feel disgusted. i just hope only this KFC outlet (Harbourfront Centre) sells this quality of food, come to think of it, the outlet in Lot1 serves food that taste okay to me. ahh, whatever, i sound like a food critic.

after eating, we went to VivoCity 3rd storey to get our admission tickets to Sentosa and then took the skytrain to the Flower Fair. when we finally reached, there were so many people. O.O then we started camwhoring with the pretty flowers. hahah. darkness came fast but we were still busy camwhoring. the wind was strong and i was loving every moment there. ♥

and oh ya, i remember there was this old hag old lady who is so _______. she asked my 8th uncle to help her take a photo of her next to the flowers and she was like so _______. before she asked my uncle, she had actually asked someone else to help her take, and i overheard their conversation. she was like telling the person who was helping her take the photo to retake her photo again cause she claimed she saw the person's hand trembling and she's afraid that the photo might not be nice. LIKE LOL?! people help you take photo very good alr, still complain so much. yuckyuck. then my uncle was the unlucky one. halfway helping her to take her photo, the memory/battery ran out. so we, yes, WE had to wait for her to change and for our uncle to help her retake the photo again. and she was like asking the others who are also taking photographs at the same place to like 'go away' first cause she want to take a photo. -.- so irritating can, i dont like (her). D:

we stopped at a place for a rest and ate those baby oranges with our 8th aunt brought. and we camwhored again. we had actually wanted to go up to the merlion later, but it was too late and the charges were not worth the money. imagine, 8bucks for a tiring and sweaty climb up to the merlion head just to see the ohsobeautiful night view (ok, i just remember there's lifts to take up to the merlion's head), but still, it's not worth it. i rather buy myself a new tee or something, gahh. :D oh by the way, something random, Subway's just so tempting. we walked past it and the smells kept drifting out. (drools) anyway, we went around walking 'aimlessly' and we saw the luge (skyride) and the go-kart thingy. we had actually wanted to have a try on the go-kart but sad to say, there were too many people queueing up for it and it was almost 9 alr. D: nevermind, i believe we'd have the chance to go on it next time. (:

after a while, we decided to leave Sentosa. And so we boarded the skytrain and went back to VivoCity. We left and went our own ways, with jiaxin and kaixin leaving with their parents who were already there, and the rest of us leaving with shimin's parents and her brother. (:

overall, i guess the trip was great except for the fact that peiwen pangseh-ed us and that the Sun left before i was at Sentosa.

Dear Shufen,

Hello. I have been fine lately. I am sorry I couldnt be there waiting for you to come as I have to go home for my reunion dinner. I waited for you for long yet you did not arrive and it was almost time for me to go. I guess we will still meet again some other time so please do not feel sad. Lastly, I hope you enjoy yourself at the Flower Fair even without my companion. I hope to see you soon. Goodbye and Take Care.

XOXO, with lots of love,
Your friend,
Sun. ♥

Photos coming soon, i've still yet to get the photos from Shimin.
(okay, maybe i should put some that i took/got from others.)

NewYearDayOne


NewYearDayTwo



NewYearDayThree


will update on the photos soon. (:

All i wanna do is find a way back into love. ♥

Happy New Year!

okay, i shall update a very detailed post today.

7 February 2008
woke up and then went to maternal grandparents' house to bainian. received lots of angbao, okay very lame, update on this i know. but this is supposed to be a very detailed post remember? :D entertain myself by observing what my other cousins were wearing and doing. apparently, one of them had brought this thing called the PSP along and the younger cousins were all obsessed by it and kept on wanting to play with it, i was super sian diao. i totally have no idea what is so nice about PSP, can someone like convince me its good points that makes people fight for it like aunties in the market fighting over some fishes? (okay, i am exaggerating.) ate brunch later and chatted over poly-jc stuff with cousins, then left for home.

waited for the other cousins to come to bainian since my paternal grandparents are staying with us. after like so long, finally some arrived. as usual, getting of red packets. after that, we chatted and then camwhored, decided on movie, took lame video, etc, as mentioned in my previous post. had dinner later and lame jokes were told, later went to shimin's house to play cards. and it was so effin hot even when the air-con was on, and in the end, we realised that the air-con was set to fan mode. -.- later, kaixin and jiaxin left, followed by the rest. yeah.

8 February 2008
laoyusheng! peiwen's mother brought the things needed for them and we laoyusheng! so happy can, LOL. once again, my hands and clothes were soiled by the lao-ing and there were bits of carrot etc everywhere, even on my hair! :/ kaixin and jiaxin arrived late, so when they reached my house, we were already finishing the yusheng. crapping later and playing of the same card game in my room, (with peiwen torturing my stuffed toys, i swear next time i'd get some safety deposit box to store my stuffed toys the next time she's coming). camwhored (again) and had a so-called early dinner since we were catching the movie (CJ7) later. after dinner, jiaxin, peiwen, kaixin, shimin and i went down the estate for a walk, cause we figured out that it's better than staying at home doing nothing. hahah. after the trip back, we camwhored again (very narcissistic i know)!

when we reached home, the adults were like saying all of us have to go to 8th aunt house since they wanna go to taijinpo house to bainian and they were planning to leave us at 8th aunt house since 8th aunt live quite near taijinpo (same block). so the guys were like playing with 8th aunt's parrot. -.- we girls camwhored at the sofa later and after that, we walked to lot 1 to catch CJ7! super lots of people and due to the renovating of the movie theatre, the counter selling the movie food was closed and there was a temporary one, which was super pathetic since they only sell packeted popcorns and mineral water! there goes our 'plan' of what to eat. :C and guess how much one bottle of mineral water cost? $2.10! daylightevening robbery! :3 me and jiaxin got a lollipop each, 60cents, LOL.

anyway, the tickets were a thick stack since 20 of us were watching. :D i love the movie, super nice (to me lah)! was sucking the lollipop throughout, lol. anyway, i would have enjoyed the movie more if it wasnt for this 10year plusplus girl who sit behind me. her legs were lifted high up and were touching the back of my seat, what's more, she was kicking it. i was like distracted due to her momentum kicking and was turning back and tsk-ing all the way. if her mother wasnt with her, and if it wasnt new year, i'd asked her to stop it with a very threatening tone that would make her cry. i feel like slapping her too, and sitting behind her and kicking her seat to see whether she likes it or not. and her laughter is super super irritating. you'd laugh like hell if you hear it cause it's one of a kind. shithershithershithershither, it's so obvious that when i turned back and tsk-ed at her means i am not happy alr, and yet that arseholeshitty girl continued kicking the seat. i hatedislike her. DD:

okay, i still love CJ7. (: saw nicole on the way out and found out that she was watching kungfu dunk, hahah. went to Mac later to satisfy my sudden craving for Mac's fries. in the end, the fries were so not nice. D: took the bus 307 back. when we reached the lift lobby, the 12 (8 left) of us entered the lift and while on the way to the 2nd storey, the lift dropped down (cause we were too heavy). and it dropped below the first storey by a little. there was an obvious difference in the height of the life and the actual lift lobby's floor. shimin and kaixin went out and we went up first. then someone waited for kaixin (ohsosweet!). hahaha, they left a while later. (:

9 February 2008
going to some Sentosa Flower Fair later with a few of the cousins, of course i'm not interested in the Flower Fair, was just interested in the word 'Sentosa' plus the scorching sun. when my aunt asked if i wanna go, i was like yes, and i thought we would be going in the afternoon but she told me we'd be going in the evening so that it wouldnt be that hot. was kind of sad for awhile since that means that i wouldnt be able to get my tan, but cheered myself up and convinced myself that the sun will still be scorching and sunny when we reached there. (pray hard okay!)

Dear Sun,

Hello. How have you been? I haven't been visiting your rays since last year, so please, i am going to visit you today at Sentosa around the evening. Please wait for my arrival, you can put a red carpet to welcome me if you wish to, and please set your rays to the highest and make me get my nice tan. I miss you and your rays a lot and i hope you miss me and my fair skin too. I hope to hear from you soon, telling me that you will still be at Sentosa waiting for me to come.

XOXO, with lots of love,
Your number one fan,
Shufen. ♥

photo updates soon. (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR, HUMANS!!!

once again, i am updating my blog.

yesterday was an okay day only. and i realised that when we were bored, we camwhored like lots lots lots. i think half the day was spent on camwhoring. (: the latter half was spent on playing games using the poker cards and deciding on the movie we are watching (today) and the booking of them. 20 of us are going which is like so many? hahah, we decided on CJ7 by the way. watching at 7.50pm, hope it's nice. i am not gonna cross my fingers cause doing that gives me bad luck. hahah. :D

oh before i forgot, during the camwhore period, i took a video of my siaozhabor ahbu. hahha, she was pretending to be camera-shy, which she is so not, and after the 4mins long video, people who view the video dont even know how she look like. Starring: Miss Tan Pei Wen, Co-Starring: Miss Ong Kai Xin plus a few others and my melodious voice. (the one who keeps twees-ing and waving in red is Ong Kai Xin, and of course i dont have to say which is Tan Pei Wen since it's so darn obvious unless you are a bit WOLS which i believe you ain't.)

photos will be uploaded once i got all of them. (:

till now, look at this video, exclusive! :D
(note: some parts may be quite boring. plus, you might have to tilt you heads.)



If every simple song i wrote to you would take your breath away,
I'd write it all.

okay, i got nothing to rant about today, serious.

T.T

chinese new year celebration was boring with the letter 'B' and yunhui and i did not go to bugis. instead we went causeway. cause we didnt really feel like going bugis, hahah. so i got nothing to say. :)

mmm, maybe i shall put a photo here or something?

*starts searching the pictures folder for something nice/funny.*

okay, apparently i got nothing for you people to see.

Goodbye.

Oh, Happy New Year (Eve)! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PEIYEN & CLIVE (5FEB)!!!

if i could turn back the time,
i would put you first in my life.

my blog is dead. my blog is dead. my blog is dead. DD:

i got like nothing to rant about this few days, my life has been boring.

nevermind, i guess i might post tmrw, since there's the new year celebration in school and also going to bugis with yunhui. so yeah. (:

i wanna sleep. ):

And where your love has always been enough for me.

hahah. zhuo lao shi is so cute lah, i didnt write the answer to the 'li jie wen da' in full sentences and she drew that face on the paper. so cute can. hahha. and she even showed us how the face is supposed to look like. (:

okay i know that my blog is seriously dead but these days has been so boring! ms sim didnt come again as usual and mr koh didnt sarca me anymore so i guess life's good. :D

oops, i am afraid that i might have spoken too soon since i got an instinct that maybe my luck will be going down next week. D: okay, whatever.

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it was just an excuse to see each other.

Updates.

okay. i am updating now.

Sunday Morning plus Afternoon.

- SS Project at Woodlands Regional Library.

- The rest were late so i met with jiazhi.

- Had breakfast at Mac.

- Looked for seats in the library after breakfast and realised that singaporeans are all so kiasu. (library opening hours at 11, and when it's not even 11, the seats which has tables are all taken.)

- Halfway looking for seats, Sourheart and Shark arrived.

- Started discussing about the Project.

- I left halfway to fetch Xuanyu. (apparently, he doesnt know how to go to the Library. -.-)

- Saw GuanYeow and a few others going to the Library to do the SS Project too. (what a coincidence.)

- Continued on Project while waiting for George to come.

- (Extra) I realised that George has a very low and loud voice because he called me on the phone.

- Completion of Project and then had lunch at Banquet with the rest.

- Lunch was funny, with the 'chicken-ny' joke i made. (it was not a joke initially but they laughed at me. whatever, haha.)

- Saw Shunyu and gang on the escalator, guess they were going to celebrate his birthday. (yesterday) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

- Went to Sweettalk and took the train home later.

Sunday Evening.

- Dined at this restaurant at the Warren Golf and Country Club.

- 7-course meal plus dessert.

- Tasted not bad and was full.

- Camwhored like an idiot and i think many saw my retarded acts.

Today.

- Ms Sim didnt come. D:

- I think she's really pregnant. DD:

- I dont like it. DDD:

- In fact, i hate it. DDDD:

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- Chinese lesson with the Liaoning people.

- Quite entertaining i guess, better than normal lessons.

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- Lunched at Subway, yummeh. (:

Photos.

look again, stupid doodlings on the guestbook.

i realised there's this small little gap at the door which people can peep into the cubicle. EEW.

trying to get an emo photo of my mama, she so willing to pose for me! haha.

ah ma and ah gong. :)

i got over you.

'O' Level Chinese.

A1.

very buayba, but i'm super proud of what i got. 'cause i didnt expect to get an A1 lah. (due to the fact that i'd thought i'd screw my orals) then i was so nervous like hell and i heard that 4 people got B3 and i started to get scared that i might be one of them. then during recess, ms tang was like patting me on my back and saying that 'All I can say is that I'm very proud of you'. and it left me feeling confused. my doubts were kind of cleared when mr koh said if he didnt remember wrongly, i got an A1. i was like so relieved at that moment can.

however, when we were at the hall waiting for the release of the results, i could feel the tense atmosphere in the hall. really, and i swear many felt the same as i am. and after much talking and congratulating the top students, we finally got our results back. when ms tock finally called my name, i went up and took the 'certificate'. i dared not look can. i peep at it and saw 'ONE' and 'A'. super super happy (i know my vocab is very limited.) and i cried. very very dumb, maybe i cried because the heavy 'stone' in my heart has been heaved off, or maybe i just felt so stressed up suddenly with the others getting their results and everything. aiya, dont know lah, just cried and some thought i got a bad result. hahah.

anyway, congratulations to all those who got the results they wanted. cheers. :)

& i'm leaving you behind with the past.

Damn Everything

Damn Damn Damn.

'O' Levels Result are being released tmrw in the afternoon. I am so nervous until i feel like just peeing in my pants. NOT. I am like so worried about my chinese results lah, like crap. i think i screwed the paper and now it's too late to complain. okay, whatever, i am just like ranting nonsense now.

oh, and ms sim hasnt been coming to school for a consecutive 3days alr, so unlike her style to be not in school for so long. i wonder what happened to her, maybe she's pregnant? (mouth hanging agape, starts thinking of the many possibilities) wahh, damn man, if she really get pregnant, 4c's maths can die. i dont want any relief teacher coming in to substitute her lessons, it's difficult to learn and concentrate. plus this year's an important year alr, neh shit lah. hahah, and i realised i am talking as though she's really pregnant. CHOY ah, i dont want her to get pregnant, not being bad, at least, if she wants to get pregnant, please like wait till next year or at least after our 'O' Levels can. i feel so selfish, whatever. :)

i think i flunked my chemistry judging from the look on mr kat's face, faggot. D:

Te extraño.

RE: Nothing Better To Do.

hahaha. remember i sent an email to Viwawa.com staff? (it's the entry below this) to think they actually reply me! how shockingly, flabbergasted-ly, astonishing-ly true! (okay, i'm exaggerating.) but seriously i didnt expect an email in return from them. cause i was just like trying my luck, plus i thought it would be fun to like send something to them, very bad i know. and here's their reply:

Hi crybaby,

Your email verification link is: http://www.viwawa.com/user/validate_email?vcode=4d9fe14b28eebde002b674810f7defac955ad8b3

Please click the link above. If it is not clickable, you can copy and paste the above link into your Internet Browser and it will activate your account.

If you require any help, do drop us an email. ;-)

The Viwawa Team

i still cant close my still-hanging-agape mouth.

It feels like my point of existence,
Has vanished with you in the distance.
Whatever it takes, i'll persist to see your face again.

Nothing Better To Do.

iambored.

Oral IP was fun today. Really.

Oh, and zhenyi and yongkian introduced this website, Viwawa.com to me. they told me i can play this game called Wahjong, which i believed that is renamed from the original Mahjong. so i went there and registered. And you know normally they will send a verification email to you one right? Yeah, it was in the junk folder and so i went there. But somehow i got distracted and dont know what i was thinking, so i deleted away the email. then after a while, i was like shit, then how to verify? then i thought maybe i should check the 'Deleted' Bin, yet, it wasnt there at all. and so i decided to send an email to the people in charge. NOTHING BETTER TO DO, I KNOW. :D

Dear Staff of Viwawa,

I have registered for an account in Viwawa.com and I went to the Junk Email Folder so that I can open the verification email. However, before I open it, I accidentally pressed the 'Delete' button, and when I tried to check the 'Deleted' column for it, it wasn't there already. So I went back to Viwawa.com and tried to register again, still using the same email. However, it told me that my email has already been taken. Can you help me to fix this, like eg, send me another verification email again? Thanks and I hope to hear from you soon.

hahahha. very very crazy so like me! :D oh, and come to think of it, i remember sending an email like this too, to Blogger. :)

You're my sunshine after the rain.
You're the cure against my fear and my pain.

My 3 Year Old 'Brother'. :D

i love shopping! :D

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my 3year old brother! (i wish.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AH GONG (ZHANNING)!!!

Well, I’m not paralyzed,

But, I seem to be struck by you.

disappointment.
my hopes were torn as usual.
painful goodbyes that were never said and never explained.

I really hate Jerk. Alot. Whatever, i dont care anymore.

Stupid Jerk.

Updates.

17 Dec 1992.

You find yourself in luck, both in personal and professional life. You like to share your wealth and happiness with friends. You are probably very ambitious and goal oriented. Sometimes, you getover excited and take on more than you can manage.

Strength:
Your ability to make your own luck.

Weakness:
Thinking you can do it all.

Did this on facebook, What Does Your Birthdate Means? how very true. (:

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school was shitty as usual, with the exception of a few happy moments like during recess. LOL.

had a heaty arguement with one teacher yesterday, and i think i got some of my classmates shock at the fact that i retort back at the teacher. but i wasnt being rebellious, the teacher really pissed me. she actually accused me of cheating and gave me a 0 on my paper and so i went to argue with her. she asked, 'You're not happy is it?' i was like 'hot' already, so i replied, 'Precisely!' with much anger. and the whole class was quiet. LOL. and guess what i did later? i crumpled the test paper and then cried. very very stupid i know, i was angry till i cried. i really hate being maligned. and that teacher dont even care, she continued teaching, which obviously meant that she was really oblivious to the surroundings. after the lesson, i was asked to see her. and she told me that she want me to know that she wasnt really biased against me etc. from the tone of her voice, i ____________. fill in the blanks, i dont want to say it. and lastly, she asked me to stay happy. LMAO. and then when i went back to class, some were asking me why i was laughing. -.- okay, i so hate the teacher now, but i hate shit more, if you know what i'm talking about.

seriously i dont know what i did in my previous life to get sucky te*chers like this. oops, i didnt spell the whole word out, so i am not pointing fingers at anybody. i think that i must have done a lot of bad things to suffer under the te*chers' torture. sigh, this is my fate. :(

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die. i'm super addicted to 'With You' by Chris Brown. ♥ i have looped it and have been listening to it since 1hr ago.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEBORAH!!!

I'll divide my sense of longing into a thousand pieces,
then fold them into paper airplanes and fly them to you,
in hope that you will come looking for me with them in your hands.

Spongebob Is Gay.

my blog is dead. T.T

which is the reason why i am here today to revive it, Have got lots of things happening this week, but somehow i cant think of them at the moment. TSKTSK.

Oh, and i brought my dearest patrick to school today cause i thought it might get bored being stuck at home. and i got crazy with it with some others. hahahah.

and to all haters of patrick, i dont care if patrick is dumb/stupid/fat/whatever, he's cute and that's a fact. and stop comparing spongebob with patrick. they're like worlds apart. spongebob is so ugly, and he looks like a ticko. i've got evidence.





seriously, this photo of him look so ticko-ish.

plus.
- He has worn make-up in SEVERAL episodes.
- In the 2002 episode "Rock-a-Bye Bivalve", SpongeBob and Patrick adopt a baby scallop. When SpongeBob and Patrick decide to take care of the scallop, Patrick says that he wanted to be the mom, SpongeBob then informs him that he can't be the mom because he doesn't wear a shirt. Spongebob then decides to be the housewife and cooks and cleans as a wife would do!
- He has teddy bear posters with rainbows and teddy bears in general.
- He laughs like a gay "guy" and has a girly voice.

yuck yuck yuck. the thought of him really digust me a lot. D:

so, who's the pink chubby creature which wears green boxers with purple flowers on it?

PATRICK LOVE! ♥

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve had.

With You - Chris Brown ♥

With You - Chris Brown

I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'Cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus:]Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
What I feel when I'm

With you (x5)
Girl..
With you (x5)

Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..
Yeah..

[Bridge]
'Cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.

And..

Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
What I feel when I'm

With you (x5)
Girl..
With you (x5)

Yeah..

And I..
Will never try to deny,that you're my whole life,
'Cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'Cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight

Oh! I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet the heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
What I feel when I'm..

With you (x5)
Girl..
With you (x5)

oh yeah..

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okay, this song is seriously love! ♥ i dont really like it the first time i hear it, but now i am crazily in love with it that i listen to it more than 20 times everyday. :D

went to singapore poly today and seriously i hate the bus driver. and it's all because he drove so fast that makes me feel like vomitting everything out. (i've got motion sickness) hahhaha.

when we reached there, we realised that it was the open house for the singapore poly and there were so many people can. LOL. so we walked walked here and there and the typical singaporeans went to grab a goodie bag (i did, cause i wanted to put my stuff inside), and a free ice cream, cornetto if i am not wrong. i didnt eat it. hahahha. walked around later and i was envious of people who got balloons so i asked around and got a black one. oh, and i saw Chen Ning, so long didnt see her already, such a coincidence. :)

yeah, so the place was quite big and i learnt that you cant access all places just using the same flight of stairs. very suaku i know. walked walked later (i can only use 'walked walked' cause that's what we really did) and started to get interested in the courses they offer. had a hard time finding the one i wanted, 'Drama and Psychology'. it's a new course, got me really excited. :D may and i took a photo at the photography booth later and yeah, i hate the photo cause my hair was super messy inside so may kept it. hahah.

hahah. went to the media place later and i grabbed another balloon while may got hers drawn there. and while we were on our way down, huisian called and told us they had boarded the bus. so we ran like hell, and in the end the bus left without us, well, 4 of us. syairah, iskandar, may and i. so we took the 4D bus instead, was super awkard and also feeling angry at some teacher at that moment cause i learnt from someone that it was the teacher who told the bus to just go. grrr.

back to school and my 2balloons got popped by that stupid timothy and roger. made me so pissed. and may, being a good and kind girl gave me one of hers. oh, i love may. :)

i wish i could turn back time,
back to where things were back to how they were like once before,
where everything was perfect
and where you were there with me.

Updates plus funny news. :)

okay. i am back to update after a tiring day.

i was hahah-ing today at the classroom early in the morning because i saw JunYuan's face on the XianZai of the chinese newspapers. his face made me feel like laughing. LOL.

had amaths test later in the afternoon which will determine whether we'd be dropping it or studying it which the teachers claimed. but i heard that if you failed but you insist on studying it, they cant do anything to you. but i think i totally flunked it already. oh whatever, i tried my best. very heck care attitude i know, but i really tried my best. D: now i just hope i can get a high pass. (pray hard)

tmrw, there's outing for the sec4s at the singapore polytechnic. oh how interesting. -.- but we are gonna end lesson early, which means we will be missing ____. (went off to check timetable)

(back with timetable in hand) CE period. *plays 'chey' in the background* super sad, cause that was not i want to miss. hahahha. but it's better than nothing. and i am sure many will bring handphones tmrw, just hope the school wont suddenly have the urge to conduct a bag check early in the morning tmrw. :/ *touch wood*

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oh yeah, i heard something funny on the news.

apparently there was this 10years old boy who refused to go to school and he did something stupid so that he wouldnt have to go. he glued his hands to his bed!!!

i was like O.O and half-laughing inside when i heard the news. when i was 10years old, my innocent mind, still developing, wasnt even that 'clever' like this 10years old boy yet. very peifu him. if i was still 10years old, i'd bet i would be like crying so that i wouldnt have to go to school instead of gluing my hands to my bed! he really deserves an applause man. (starts clapping) oh, and if you are about to ask what happen to the boy, i have totally no idea because the only interesting thing about that boy is the gluing of his hands, i didnt listen to what happen later. hahha. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZHENRUI!!!

lost in translation but stuck in your love.

Life Is So Unpredictable.

life is so unpredictable.

one moment we may be alive and kicking and the next, maybe dead.

it's just like what happened to the Comedy Celeb, MC King. no one could believe it when they were informed of his death. i was shocked too. he was only 40, and at such a considered young age.

this shows that we should make full use of our life everyday, and live life very very fruitfully.

who knows what's gonna happen to us tmrw?

we cant predict the future but we can choose the way on how we want to live our lives.

with reference to the powerpoint slides ms tock showed us last thursday, we can make choices.

we can choose to be happy, or to be sad.
we can choose to hate someone, or to love them.
we can choose to let anger take control of us, or just to let go and forgive and forget.

learn to treasure/cherish your loved ones before they are gone.
dont wait till it's too late and have regrets.

lastly, may MC King R.I.P.

Update on Sec4 life.

i survived one week of the sec4 life!

okay, not really one week, but counted lah. wahhh. time really flies fast man. O.O

hmm and i think sec4 life is really different from the previous 3yrs lah. it wont be soon before i feel the competitiveness in my class already, super scary. i aim to do well, and i will do it. :) and to prove my words, i do my homework on the day the teacher give it to us. you guys must be like, OMG IS THIS THE SHUFEN I KNOW? I ALWAYS THOUGHT SHE VERY SLACK ONE? I will change your impression of me. :) i am gonna mug real hard and not disappoint myself. i wasted my 3yrs already so i cant do it again. i cannot slack already. we had a physics test today to recap and all of us werent informed, so it was a surprise test, i was doubtful of myself but i made an effort to write at least an answer. and when mr koh went through a little, i got a few questions correct. i was quite happy already, but i know this is not enough.

I MUST MUG MORE.

and OMG. 'O' level chinese results are gonna be released on 17jan. so early, freaking scared and nervous now, i have to get an A to continue higher chinese. I'm gonna pray hard for an A man. no A1 at least an A2 please please. please to whoever who can hear me, please grant me an A at least for chinese, i really need it.

oh by the way, did i mention i hate filling up target setting forms? D:

Secondary 4 Life.

hahahah. 2007 has finally flew away and here comes 2008. 2007 has been a fruitful year for me i guess, and i think this is one of those years which passed by so fast. i dont even have the time to catch up with what i have done/completed. yeah. oh by the way, i am currently in the school now using the com to update. LOL. yeah.

i am officially sec 4 now, i know i always say that. but yeah, sec4 means a stressful year ahead with the prelims the 'O's and everything. plus intensive revision till 4 plus plus. ): but i have to be prepared for it in order to get good results . (: i promise myself to strive harder and do my best in everything this year. and this sadly includes the fact that i'll have to try not to get pissed with some teacher so that i can understand his lessons better. (: but i believed i can do it.

okay, i know that paragraph above it kind of ____, but yeah, it's for me to read and remind myself of everything i have done, etc. so if you think it's boring, just ignore it. hahahha. :D

*parts in red are those that were being typed in school.

anyway, i was so happy cos we got a new mentor, ms michelle yeo not ms sim anymore. hahahha. :)

and and seeing all the new sec3s guys wearing the long pants was funny. :DD

and i realised that it always rains on the first day of school/2nd january.

lastly, i think my blog wont be so updated since i am like sec4 already, and i need to focus more on my studies instead of blogging. so do not expect me to update often, but i will try to revive this blog when i can. please continue to tag if not my blog would be so dead. thank you people. (:

Tests and Trip to Novena Furniture Store

You Are 46% Strange!

You are a bit strange, though still more normal than strange. You definitely have some quirks, don't get me wrong. But you aren't exactly freaking out old ladies on the street. It's okay though, you've got a healthy mixture of strangeness and normality.

somewhat true. :)

Anyone has the song 'Here I Am' by Paul Twohill?

it's a nice song although i dont really like him. :X but yeah, send it to me if you have that song. thanks! :)

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hmm. went to the Novena Furniture place with my family today. my parents wanted to get a new bed so yeah. looked around.

i took many photos over there since i was like so bored. shall upload some. :)

i love this set alot. hahah. :D

-.- i saw this picture of this yucky creature being used as an accessory.

look! even the lift's mirror has got the 'Novena' thing on it.

then my parents finally chose the bed they want and then they sat down to discuss the payment and stuff. boring, so i tried entertaining myself by taking photos.

on the way back.

If misery loves company, well, so long, you miss me when i'm gone.