yarr.. yest had bbq.. quite fun lahx.. supposed to meet at the Pasir Ris Mrt Station at 1 but reached there at abt 12.30 lidat.. kkx.. lemme tell u wad happened all before that.. nat and i headed to lot 1 fer lunch first.. din ate much.. all i had was a drink.. kinda full mahx.. saw a few of the guys in our klas waiting fer ppl.. duno fer hu.. wadeva.. hahx.. den nat tot need to bring towel cos ltr we gona have a water bomb game mahx.. i brought 1 but she din.. so she went to buy.. haix.. actually we supposed to meet yili and yin ting at the cck mrt station de.. but in the end we left early.. the mrt ride to pasir ris thr was like so long.. halfway, we were standing, and the other half we were sitting.. quite cold inside.. lukily i brought my jacket.. lolx..

the first thing we did wen we reached pasir ris was to go to the supermarket to buy ice.. my habds were like numb le lorx.. taking the ice.. haix.. den we went to the control station to wait fer the rest.. yin ting and yili arrived shortly.. den weichang and guys.. den alot alot more.. ltr we took the shuttle bus to Aloha Loyang.. our chalet was terrace 1 acacia.. quite big lahx.. den ppl started putting their bags on the table.. den they all went to play 'Terminal Password'.. nat and i din join cos we were not really interested in the game.. den nat bagan taking fotos of our klas playing.. ltr, she took a foto of a grasshopper lahx.. lame lahx.. said the grasshopper looked cute eating the leaf.. alot of fotos are still with her so wen i get the fotos frm her le den i show ur.. ltr we played 'wacko' or isit 'whacko'? aiya wadeva lahx.. quite fun.. shunyu and yunhui were alwaes the whacker.. aft tat, we all went to the beach.. nat took a foto of our klasmates' back where they faced the sea.. it was quite nice lahx.. ltr, we both shouted out asa loud as we could.. i felt so great aft tat.. den we had the water bomb game.. i was aimed at my eyes by shunyu.. on my stomach by junjie.. took my revenge.. yeahx.. hahx.. had a walk down the beach cos i wana let my shirt dry.. and wen i was returning back to the chalet quite dry le, noe wad happened??? yili took her waterbottle full of water and poured it on my back! i was like so angry at her lorx.. i felt like slapping her.. haix.. nvm.. wet den wet lorx.. sheeshx.. chged to my dry clothes ltr.. den saw ah zham and doggy inside the swimming pool.. ah zham is zhan ning and doggy is junjie.. hahx.. noe why? cos ah zham is a nick given by the guys cos he's name gt zhan inside mahx, den ah zham is like quite cool, like he wana slam ppl lidat.. noe why jj is called doggy.. cos jus now, while nat and i were busi filling up plastics bags of water, junjie was inside filling too.. den he was taking the showerhead and washing sth.. he accidentally splashed some water on me and i snatched the showerhead frm him and i was 'bathing' him like a dog.. nat and i took turns splashing at him, and nat was like calling him doggy all the while.. hahx.. so funni lorx..

had bbq ltr.. so hot sehx.. waiting fer food oso hot.. ate quite alot of food lahx, den we kena teased by shunyu fer eating so much.. haix.. like he din.. bleahx.. bbq lasted fer quite long so nat and i went to the arcade to paly.. not really tat fun though.. quite small.. went to the playground ltr.. shh.. dun tell anyone.. hahx.. den went back to the chalet.. ltr to the beach agen.. quite dark le, but quite peaceful lahx.. shouted agen and oso shouted 'you suck'.. fer a valid reason..

-to be continued-

yoz.. it's been three daes i ever update le.. hmm.. yeah.. yest went to Singapore Press Holdings.. fer a visit.. lame lahx.. on the wae there in a bus, i was like so dizzy lorx.. de bus kept winding and it's like we were on a ship.. den wad's more still gt traffic jam.. mus wait.. the sun is jus so hot lahx, cos i gt the window seat den it kept shining on me.. haix.. tsk.. halfwae down, i saw a lorry tat hit a motorbike.. the motorcyclist was injured and i saw lots of blood.. nat din see it bcos my head blked her.. hahx.. anywae, aft i saw the big pool of blood, i was like so quiet.. fer duno how long.. cos i cant imagine i actually saw tat much blood.. ugh.. till now, i still cant erase tat 'memory'..

aha.. we finally reached SPH.. there were others skools too other dan ours like st hilda, blah blah.. first thing first.. we were supposed to wear a sky blue shirt.. the pattern is quite nice, but isnt dat kinda dumb fer all different skools' ppl to be wearing the same thing? yar.. den they oni have large and medium size de, i took medium and gosh, it's like so long.. haix.. den we had a talk.. abt wad's gona happen ltr.. zzz.. aft tat we've gt reporters telling us news abt celebs.. den had a stupid game.. den aft we were supposed to write a 600 words report aft having an interview with a fireman.. duno if the person really is a fireman, though.. ltr, we had to form a paparazzi grp.. the bois werent really cooperative though.. oni shunyu volunteered.. had chicken rice fer lunch, provided by SPH.. i used up three packets of chili.. guessed i mus have like the chili alot.. hahx.. the guys in our klas were like so greedy lorx.. some ate two packets while some ate three.. hong lip ate quite fast, i rmb.. wen nat and i were jus abt to settle down to eat our lunch, he was preparing to throw his eaten packet away le!! woahx.. den yunhui treated us to ice cream.. yum.. we wetn to do our reports.. last minute den we did it.. and i think i oni wrote abt 200 sth words bahx.. sheehx.. we were supposed to hand it in lahx, i did, but nat din.. aiya, nvm de.. wun die de.. aft tat was followed by more talks.. den the photographer oso talked.. guessed how heavy is the camera?? 10kg!!! heavy ritex??

ltr had a tour around SPH.. quite fun lahx.. the guys were like busi fooling around.. anywae, their computeres are quite huge, abt a size of a NORMAL tv.. there were so mani newspapers lorx and i was telling nat we could sell them to the garang guni.. lolx.. saw our senior, Bing Rong there.. think he's having an interview bahx.. den went back to the auditorium lahx.. prize giving fer the report thingey mahx.. Shunyu, Mei Qiao and i duno wad's her name gt prizes.. yeah.. made our skool proud! *CLAP CLAP* den we had a photo shoot.. it took so long to get everyone into the picture..my smile was like frozen le, waiting fer the photographer to be ready.. hahx..went hme ltr, reached hme at abt 7 plus lidat..

yeah.. went to my grandma hse todae.. one word to describe how i felt there - BORED.. wen we were in the hse, two of my cousins, toddlers lahx, were like looking at us.. quite cute but i wasnt going gaga though.. they too shy le.. in the end, my bro started playing with them.. haix.. den i pretended to read the newspapers.. hahx.. lolx.. i did play with them in the end lahx.. i not bad ger ok? budden quite sianx lorx.. yea.. i so 'old' le, still play with them, very weird lorx.. so out of place lidat..

left at abt 1 lidat.. go shop at westmall.. yea.. gt myself a jacket, black color de.. YAY!! hahx.. so happi.. den while taking the train back to cck mrt station, i saw two guys, sorta staring at me, like lechers lidat.. not i sae i pretty or wad lahx.. true lorx.. i so scared.. den wen i looked in their direction, they both turned awae.. *BISH* punch them arhx.. hahx.. so 'se' like wolf lidat.. oh ya.. and i oso saw a cute baby.. wen the train came out frm the tunnel, the baby was like giving a response by making his mouth into an 'O' shape and saying O too.. SHO CUTE!! wana hug him.. dun mind the fact he's a male.. hahx.. went to lot 1, like duh.. saw alice in the library.. again.. anywhere i go, i will see her de.. last time i saw her at causeway, den another time at lot 1, now oso.. we are so 'FATED' horx.. *NO OFFENCE* huhx..

den on the wae back, in a bus lahx, thr's tis malay ger hu tinks she is chio or wad.. den she was like sorta staring at me and my bro.. she sorta diao us.. i dare not offend her, hu noes? maybe she frm gang de.. i scared.. hahx.. i nvr looked at her the whole wae hme.. pls, i am not a scaredy-cat.. din noe i spell correctly anot.. =P anywae, i completed my chinese hw liaox.. YAY!! *CLAP CLAP* but gt alot of mistakes, duno lahx.. that's wad my mum saes lorx.. aiya, wadeva lahx, teacher go thru den check lorx.. heex..

hey guys.. gona post todae.. actually nat asked me out todae de.. cos last imte she bought de english assessment is NA de, supposed to buy EXPRESS de mahx.. duno why she nvr check lorx.. blur arhx? *NO OFFENCE* huhx.. so sianx at hme.. nxt tues need go skool, cos gt stoopid excursion, go to the 'BAO GUAN', suddenly forgot wad it's called in english.. den wen we come back, the skool bus jus dropped us at the cck bus interchange lorx.. diaox ritex? nvm.. den can go lot 1 too.. YAY.. budden quite sianx lorx.. tml, going to grandma hse.. *BISH* go thr not much to do, although gt babies lahx, i jus follow so ltr can go shop fer clothes mahx.. YAY agen.. nxt fri gt bbq.. whole dae gone liaox.. lukily nxt year still same klas, if not, is last time see my klasmates as a whole klas le, den i will cry de.. really.. too emotional le bahx, i guess.. i scared i kena sabo by nat to sit on the swings.. i scared!!! haix.. wait till tat dae come, den see lorx.. cant stay at the chalet though.. mai dou dou said we too young le.. haix.. i tink probably it's bcos gt gals and guys together bahx.. tink far far far.. u will noe why liaox.. kkx.. ending my post liaox.. buh-bye..

i haven been posting le.. kinda weird.. yest went out cos cous came mahx.. den nvr come online lorx.. gt miss me anot? hahx.. my cous said i becoming more 'girly' liaox.. another i said before lahx, sae i more feminine.. wahx.. like i so feminine lidat.. duno wad makes them tink so lorx.. where gt? ask urself.. oh pls.. i wana die.. i dun wana be seen like a WEAK person.. mani said tat girls are usually weaker.. HAHA.. as if tat's the truth.. ppl are alwys looking down on gals, come on, are we really tat USELESS? nahx..

anyway, i've gt a new skool bag and oso new clothes.. YAY!! hahx.. so happi.. hmm.. maybe my cous sae i becoming more feminine is bcos i act like a small kid??????? mus chge tat.. if ont, ltr nxt time they sae i act cute.. cham.. so sianx.. tis daes oso nth to do.. dun feel like doing hw too.. so mani.. jus did english todae.. see, me so guai.. BHB.. actually i oso duno why i posting so much crap todae.. so mani things had happened tis few daes, and i have no idea wad to type!! anyway, to all ppl, pls dun SABO me anymore.. even if u din do anything, jus get tis in mind.. haix.. been sabo by nat lorx, sae i scared of cats, den 'cher gona dare me carry cat le.. den my bro oso.. wana buy thing fer himself, go tell my mum i wan, make me get scolded by her.. i am sure going crazy le.. haix.. sure hope things worked out well in the end..

kkx.. i am finally persuaded by nat to go todae.. watched 'Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire', she wana treat me watch the movie lorx.. lorx.. anything lahx.. actually, i not really interested in watching, but nat was like so DESPERATE fer me to go lorx.. lata if i nvr go, she go sae i bully her.. den i DIE arhx.. hahx.. no lahx, she not so cunning de lahx.. i good lorx, <--NAT,PLS READ TIS HORX.. pls noe tat i very good le.. accompanied u and yili to go watch horx.. den i treated fer the popcorn lorx.. the show okae lahx, jus tat so long, i sat until i so my legs were like numb liaox.. i cried wen some guy died lorx.. the tears jus came.. he's so shuai lorx, den still died, such a pity.. finally aft two hrs sth, i can get out of the place.. i was so cold lorx.. den nat and yili was like trying to get warmth frm me lorx.. ltr ppl tot i les arhx.. *BISH*

did normal things lorx.. aft the movie.. went to buy clothes cos tink i gt very little.. gt myself a shorts and nat gt a shirt.. actually i wana buy more de, budden i wana save money mahx, so nvr buy lorx.. nvm, nxt time go out ask my mum buy fer me.. yeah.. hahx.. saw li ying's sista thr with her fren but she duno us.. haix.. den went to 'More Than Words' cos nat wana buy sth fer her sis.. she was like finding cute things lorx.. in the end, i found a ruler and an eraser fer her sis.. i sure hoped her sis like it, if not ltr kena killed by nat.. wait, i go ask nat how her sis tink of the things.. BRB..

i am back.. guess wad's her sis comments??! Okae lahx~ arghx.. me so sad.. *sniff* wana cry.. nvm.. mus be 'strong'.. haix.. i duno wad to type le.. cham.. mus make tis post 'interesting'.. noe why, cos someone horx, tat someone went to sae tat my blog posts very 'interesting' lehx, cannot DISAPPOINT him.. hahx.. hmm.. lemme tink first..

kkx.. aft, we went to The Bluez cos yili wana buy necklace.. she bought a Libra sign de, cos she Libra wad, duh~ den went to Ice Lemon Tee cos i wana buy badges.. got three nice ones.. last year, i bought three too, used fer 1 year liaox, needa chge if not very sianx de.. lolx.. yili was like looking around fer skirts lorx.. cos she said she gt very little skirt.. i envied her lorx.. gt alot of pants.. me lehx? gt dozen of skirts but oni a number of pants oni.. P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C horx?!! haix.. gona buy lots and lots of pants nxt time i go out.. mus save alot alot of MONEY first.. planning to buy a converse jacket oso mahx.. haix..

we shopped shopped shopped until no shop to shop le.. except fer those adults de lorx.. and Kiddy Palace tis type lahx.. even if we see things we like inside, i dun tink gt our sizes lorx.. like duh.. i jealous lorx.. tis daes, little children de clothes nicer than we teens de lorx.. how i wish i was younger.. ~those were the days~ hahx.. anyway, my cousin said tat i becoming more and more feminine le.. cham le!!

yest my cousins went out but i din go.. cos they all wana watch 'Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire'.. i was invited by them but i wasnt exactly a fan of his so i turned down the invitation instead.. i rather stay at hme and use the com.. which is wad i jus did.. quite bored lahx, if u wana noe the truth.. ltr in the nite, they all came back with shimin to our hse, den we sorta chatted lorx.. all of us has grown up le, becoming more mature liaox, so it wuld be odd if u see us playing hide-and-seek ritex? talked abt skool and teased a cous of mine.. i was the one who started it first.. naughty gal.. hahx.. noe how the teasing start? it was like tis..

tat time, we went to the beach mahx, den she said she wana be back hme before 7 cos she wana watch the channel u 7 o'clock show.. she said it's very interesting.. den i went to sae she cant miss it cos thr's her Dang-ou (a character inside) too bad she too tanned le, cant see whether she blushing anot.. haix.. den tis wed last episode le mahx, so i said to her yest she MUST watch it if not she cant see her DEAR Dang-ou anymore.. hahx.. aft talking, three of my cous began playing dai dee while the one kena BADLY teased by me de took a foto of herself using the other cous's fone.. not she ego huh, is jus tat my cous wana save her foto on the caller id de ting mahx.. i was oso asked to take a foto of myself but i found it odd cos it's like so 'zi lian' lidat.. so in the end, my cous took it fer me.. den we took alot of fotos with each other.. one of them kept laughing so we had to wait so long to get a foto taken.. haix.. i am the most 'guai' de.. nvr anyhow move or laugh.. heh heh.. they all left abt 8 sth lidat.. *BISH* so early lorx.. nvm..

if u have been blog-hopping and reading ppl's taggie, u will notice tat a person called 'Dun Tell U' exists.. he's a 'cher in KSS if i'm not rong.. been to my blog and tagged before.. tagged CRAP.. *NO OFFENCE* he's still not revealing his real identity lorx.. punch him.. *BISH* our klas mentor, Mr Teo aka Mai Dou Dou tagged tat on the dae of the bbq which is 2 dec, we. as a whole klas, has to shoout 'Dun Tell U' so he can 'come out' and reveal his identity.. diao lorx.. wen i first found this out frm nat, i was like, hello, are we suppose to call 'names' and summon a spirit? hey........ hey........ may.. maybe, 'Dun Tell U' is...... is...... is a GHOST!! ARGHX.. *spooky*

oops! letting my imagination run wild agen.. alwys imagining things.. budden if i imagine things alot, tat means i am kinda creative, oh, i am CREATIVE? oh wow, oh great, I AM C-R-E-A-T-I-V-E!!!!! woo hoo..

... <- tis mus be the response frm you at tis moment reading tis post.. jus now, i am known as lame and crazy shufen.. now i am SERIOUS shufen.. close this window immediately aft reading tis cos aft 10 secs, there will be a bomb going off.. 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1!!!!

KABOOM!!!

oh, wad a blast!

btw, jus now that gal is lame and crazy shufen imposting as the SERIOUS shufen.. tis is the REAL SERIOUS shufen.. confused now?! hahx.. can oni sae sry.. buh-bye..

went out with nat yest agen.. we so DESPERATE lorx.. at hme nth to do de.. we planned to go to Westmall.. met at the bus-stop downstairs and nat had to jay-walk cos ppl were constructing at the traffic light there.. mins ltr, the bus arrived.. we saw 4 regents de students, galx, in it and one of them was behaving like a les lorx.. *NO OFFENCE* she was lying on another gal's shoulder and was like rumaging her hair with her hand like a model.. like hello? isnt she sorta feeling embarrassed over it? nahx..

reached lot 1 and ant and i were like uncertain of where to go.. so we went to SEIYU first cos nat need to help her mum exchange a pair of shorts.. we were supposed to find a person called 'Sunny' but were told that 'Sunny' hasnt arrived yet.. told to come agen ltr.. sigh.. we went to the library first to borrow books.. act 'guai'.. hahx.. went to Popular to buy sec 2 assessment.. so hardworking.. i bought a maths de and nat bought the same and oso an english de.. i din buy english de cos the previous time, i've got myself one le.. aft tat, we went to take neox if i am not wrong.. short term memory, cant help it.. we were like fighting over which neo to choose lorx.. den in the end when we were supposed to choose 6, we've got oni 5.. no time to choose le.. haix.. we took our time decorating cos no time limit.. finally, aft we were pleased with the decoration, the neox were developed.. like duh.. lolx.. we went to have lunch.. nat treated me cos she owe me one.. heex.. nat was like so siao agen.. *NO OFFENCE* she did crazy stuff.. i asked her why and her answer was that she felt high.. mus have taken estascy.. hahx.. i was like so clumsy lorx.. nearly dropped my fork, spilled my coke and nat cursed me.. said that my burger will drop ltr.. in the end, my burger din drop but the filling dropped put instead.. haix.. finally finished lunch le and i was like so full.. nat din finish her fries lorx..

saw yuling and fren while we were heading to the MRT station to go to westmall.. went to the M1 shop first cos nat need to do sth to her pre-paid card.. we waited fer quite a while and were finally 'attended' to.. in the end, nat was said to be under-aged cos oni 15 and above considered of age.. she still had to ask her parents to come lorx.. FREAKO lahx.. so diaox lorx.. went to the arcade ltr.. had a shooting game first and nat was 'dead' first.. cos she kept shooting while i kept hiding.. heex.. den ltr we had racing.. nat's 'car' wasnt working and she said tat it oni travelled at 57km/hr.. i gt first in the end, duh.. played some more den aft tat shopped a while.. so bored lorx.. can DIE.. decided to go back to Lot 1.. went to find tat 'Sunny' person and it turned out tat sunny is a guy!! surprise, surprise!! i was trying to control my laughter lorx.. so funny, but no offence lahx.. went to arcade ltr, jus to see ppl enjoy themselves.. there was a guy dancing para-para and he looked so funny.. but he's a pro man.. shiok lorx.. jaws dropped liaox arhx.. left arcade to go Sweetalk cos thirsty.. bought strawberry milktea while nat gt green apple de.. sat at Food Junction to consume them.. nat took out her library book to read while i looked at our neox.. quite nice lahx, tis time.. *BISH* becoming more and more bhb le.. Cham..

aft tat, we bagen talking, not crap tis time.. talked abt how unfair our mums are, alwys asking us to give in to our younger siblings, how they nagged at us fer our good, blah de.. found out tat both our mums said similar things.. nat said tat if our mums, were to meet and talk, sure gt alot to talk abt de.. yah lorx.. hmm.. anyway, 'tian xia de ma ma dou shi yi yang de', translated in english, 'all mothers in the world are the same'.. haix.. we took the bus hme.. THE END..

woahx.. finally completed folding all the starx yest night.. *CLAP CLAP* hahx.. so happy.. there were 280 starx lorx.. felt as though i accomplished sth big.. my brother helped me in making a few though.. shimin taught me how to make starx out of straws yest too.. mine wasnt tat perfect but cant blame me.. first try wad.. i'll improve de.. altogether i've gt 377 starx counting last time de.. so happy.. =P anywae, i din typed 103 entries.. it's actually 119.. cos one time, i used a tatty teddy skin, i had to type in the template and i forgt to count them.. hehex.. btw, anybody who want me to link u can type ur URL at my taggie le cos i've enabled the posting of it.. thkx.. =)

chged my skin le.. yeah.. hahx.. is the 12th skin le.. woo.. tis skin is kinda simple, quite plain but i took a liking to it the first time i saw it.. i din save it at first and i searched and searched and i found it le.. so happy, lolx..

been to nat's blog and found out how to check how many posts i have typed.. i've gt 103 counting my last time acc de.. yeah! dun even noe i posted so much lorx.. kkx.. gona stop talking so much *JUNK* le.. talk abt serious things.. hmm..

nat and i went to KSS to buy books and uni todae.. actually, we planned to leave our house at 8.30 but in the end, left at 8.45 cos the bookshop opened at 9.00 mahx.. haix.. today's weather so 'guai' lorx.. it was bright and sunny at first den slowly become so dark.. the sky has gt mood swings.. hahx.. while we were walking to skool, we saw Mr Yeo, Mr Seah and another teacher.. luckily we werent in skool uni.. heex.. there were nt many ppl in skool lorx.. jus students like us buying books.. nat was like so siao suddenly.. *NO OFFENCE* she saw a kid there and shook her finger at him saying 'NO, NO'.. diaox lorx.. we bought the books and were given a receipt cos two books were out of stock and we are to collect nxt year.. den i asked nat how much she paid cos we bought the same things.. mus check to make sure.. she paid $108.30 and yet i paid $104.40.. den we put our things aside and counted agen.. i brought my calculator along.. hehex.. count, count, count.. fer i-duno-how-many-times, i finally realised tat the person forgot to charge me $3.90 fer a History WB.. so i went back with the book to pay the money.. i so honest.. hahx.. the person checked agen, said thks and we took the books and went to buy PE shirts cos we need 4 of them fer camp nxt year.. my 'hse' was actually Kestrel which is yellow in colour de but i bought two Nighthawk's which is grey.. bleahx.. nat bought the same as me and oso a pair of PE shorts.. the person charged us $1 more lorx cos she counted wrongly.. den i went to tell her abt it and she realised her mistake.. so $1 less lorx.. =)

finally completed buying everything.. saw miss tang.. looked so kool wearing the shades.. saw simon and yu liang too.. went ot Mac fer breakfast.. den aft tat i bought two packets of star stripes so i can fold starx.. stay at hme everyday so sianx.. nat bought one packet and a Baby Pooh handphone accessory.. went to 7-eleven to buy Teenage magazine.. rain's on the cover so huai! mus buy.. arghx.. Teens not out yey budden.. sigh.. nvm.. walked hme with all the books and nat was like complaining how heavy the books are.. she looked as though she was dying.. true.. if she couldnt carry these, lest can she carry a 5kg sack of rice.. mus eat more huh, nat.. hahx..

k.. i duno why i am posting todae.. tot i wuld jus post abt my personal thoughts abt life.. up to u guys to read lorx..

so here i am, a gal who lived on earth fer 12 years le, 12 years may seem long to you but to me, it is quite short le.. to know and learn abt many, many things around the world, we need more than 12 years to accumulate all these knowledge.. i always wonder why ppl die? etc.. there are always many questions 'swimming' in my head.. i need to know the answers, whether i should clear my doubts and whom i shall ask.. sometimes i wonder what ppl are thinking about, how they feel and everything.. all these we will never know.. they are like mysteries, never to be solved.. life is unfair.. sometimes, you see one with something you always wanted but can never have, you will be thinking.. why cant i have that? UNFAIR.. although some ppl say that money can buy happiness, i do not think so.. say like in some poorer countries, the ppl there might not be rich but they are already contented with what they have.. they are happy.. money isnt 'important' to them.. some of you might think that all the things that happened are because of fate and thus make life meaningless, no.. think again.. yes, some things that happened could be because of fate but you can control your life.. take the correct path and you'll never be wrong.. you will never think life is meaningless anymore.. i was once depressed but i never thought of dying.. i cried everyday, sometimes fer no reason.. i couldnt explain why.. everything seems so 'DARK' to me.. i've never mentioned this to many ppl cos i dun wan ppl to worry much fer me.. i dun like seeing ppl sad.. anyway, like i've mentioned earlier, i've never tot of dying cos i tink life's very meaningful.. i still wana learn abt the many wonders out there.. you CAN control your life.. live life the way you want it and stay happy always..

k.. i have finished posting.. feel free to give your comments at my tag-board.. thkx..

attended a STOOPID prize-giving ceremony todae in Kranji Primary tis morning.. My bro gt first in klas wad.. din noe why it has to be in the morning lorx.. i had to attend with my grandfather as both of my parents are working.. *Yawn*.. so tired lorx.. wake up at 8 plus specially fer todae wen normally i wuld slp till near 10 de.. last time de prize-giving all in the evening de, tis year so early.. haix..

i met with nat, she went too cos her sista gt 'Best in Conduct' in her klas, and together with my grandfather, we headed to the school.. below is the ceremony's schedule..

PROGRAMME

9.45: To be seated

10 am : Arrival of Guest-of-Honour

Mdm Lee Wee Lin Maureen

Principal

Kranji Secondary School

Handbell Ensembles - German Folk Tale

- Bring A Torch, Jeanette, Isabella

Harmonica - When The Saint Goes Marching In

- Red River Valley

Choir - Sing

Guitar Club - Child

- La Bamba

Prize Presentation - P1 to P4

Malay Dance - Terendak Kasih

Chinese Dance - Dance of Peace

Indian Dance - Jumbo Mumbo

Prize Presentation - P5 to P6

Dikir Barat - Bunga Sayang

Grand Finale

12.30pm : Lunch Reception

had to listen to both the KSS and KPS principals long speeches lorx.. haix.. Zzz.. den the handbells members had their performance.. quite nice lahx, but their uniforms sux lorx.. blue colour dresses fer gals, yellow top and blue shorts fer guys.. ugh.. every year keep chging de.. as fer the harmonica, they played the same old pieces every year and the uniform still remain the same, PURPLE in colour.. choir lehx.. erm.. realised tat there were less ppl le.. maybe they quit bahx.. instructor oso chged le.. nt really tat gd lorx.. sang a song on 'Glorious Food' but they din sing in harmony and were alwys out of tune.. ~Zou Yin~ so disappointing, last year's batch was better.. finally the prize presentation fer P1 to P4.. all the P1 so cute lorx.. chubby de.. arghx.. i wana hug them.. goiing gaga le.. helped nat take fotos of her sis cos she din wana stand up.. scared she blk other ppl.. me gd ger.. lolx.. prob is tat her digital cam cant zoom in so her sis couldnt be seen clearly in the fotos taken.. saw my bro take his prize le.. den blah.. presentation fer P1 - P4 finish.. den the guitar club performed.. the members jus kept strumming the same tune while a guy, i tink their instructor bahx, sang 'Child'.. it was an old song.. den he sang another song fast rhythm de.. i was like wen is all tis gona end.. den ltr there was the malay dance.. malay dancers din coordinate well and the actions were not done together.. chinese de nt bad, but those thing they hold in their hands look like wreaths to me.. (touch wood) true lorx.. indian de okay lahx.. there were mani P1 dressed in i-duno-wad costumes dancing here and there.. halfwae during the presentation fer P5 and P6, we left fer hme..

finally, FINALLY.. i went out with my buddies yest.. din have to convince my mum to lemme go like i wad i said in my previous post.. exaggerate, hahx.. i went downstairs with a FAT bag and a plastic full of library bks looking like an idiot lorx.. still had to wait fer Nat so tat we can take the bus together.. ppl were staring at me lorx.. *bish* nat arrived.. ooh.. gd.. hahx.. we waited fer a while wen a bus finally arrived.. had to ask Nat to help me scan my card lorx, oso to explain to the bus-driver in case he tot i wana hitch a free ride.. gt off the bus wen we reached Lot 1.. i was like in a rush to go to the library.. *vroom vroom* hahx.. had to return the books wad.. i was so relieved to 'get rid' of the books lorx.. so heavy.. my mum made me bring de cos she said it's 'SHUN BIAN' lahx.. wadeva lahx, return le anyway.. heex..

Nat and i den took the escalator down to the first storey.. we were heading to the direction where Northvale is cos tat's where we guys were supposed to meet wen a fat indian lady, oops, i mean fat indian man approached us.. we were so startled to see him.. he looked as though he appeared out of nowhere, tat's why.. he requested fer our names and even held out his hand fer us to shake.. i was so hestitant to shake his hand lorx.. he's a man, and i'm a ger, mind you.. while shaking his hand, my brain was like thinking wad i should have said jus now.. Eg: " Er.. i'm sorry, but i'm left-handed.. " OR how abt " My mum says i cant talk strangers or touch them.. " haix.. regrets now lahx.. arghx.. he appeared to have a glib tongue, said loads of CRAP which i dun tink u guys wanted to know abt.. and oso, he sounded like a machine gun firing out words so fast.. aiyah, his main purpose was to get a $10 donation frm us.. i was like 'hello, do i look rich to you? get someone else to help u instead..' it was all silence until Nat broke it by saying tat we were supposed to meet our frenx and we WILL donate together ltr.. he din look at all convinced at first but in the end he 'LET US GO'.. guess he din wana look like a big bad wolf trying to eat us up.. hahx.. both of us were like heaving sighs of relief wen we finally 'BROKE FREE'.. the man quite WILD though.. hehex..

Nat and i were the first there cos it was still early.. we waited fer quite a long while and i felt tat Nat and i were like two lost kids stranded or left there by our heartless parents.. *sniff* finally, raine arrived.. she walked down the path like a MODEL lorx.. looked so COOL.. *FLASH* Camera's sounds.. hahx.. she had to jay-walk but took such a long time cos she was waiting fer a bus which was still miles away and she could get across if she dun wait lorx.. haix.. up to her lahx.. den nicole and elena arrived.. woahx.. nicole looked so hip and SEXY with a short top, mini-skirt and high-cut shoes.. chio bu wad.. so all of us stood there waiting fer afiqah to 'emerge'.. we decided to walk to the MRT station there to wait.. Nat and i were like looking around jus in case the indian man suddenly appeared again.. he was somewhere else bahx, i guess.. cos we din see him..

all four of us were waiting in a corner lorx, while raine was like moving here and there and sometimes facing a particular old man.. as we were waiting, we were busy cracking jokes abt raine and the old man, as the old man once stood up looking in raine's direction and was clearly striking a pose.. hahx.. we were so LAME and RUDE.. we den decided to leave raine and the old man 'ALONE' and visited 'WORLD OF JJ'.. enjoyed the air-con cos it was damned hot outside.. saw a guy tat looked a lot like ming shin oni tat the guy's shorter.. hahx.. elena said ming shin more handsome though.. heex.. we were like exploring the whole store until we decided we enjoyed enough and went out.. we din see raine anywhere wen we stepped outside.. calls were made and afiqah and raine finally managed to find us..

while all six of us were heading towards Lot 1, Nat and i saw the indian man again.. he was busy talking to the other 'victims he caught' and din see us.. phew, but the moment Nat and i saw him, we were like 'you look at me, i look at you, 1, 2, 3, run!' and of course Nat and i were the first to reach Lot 1.. the four were still like parading towards the mall.. wadeva lahx.. we can wait..

the first thing we did was to go to the arcade to view it first.. so called.. it was damned noisy lorx, duh.. Nat and i were not sure whether we should play with the rest in the arcade or go watch the movie 'Sky High' instead.. we chose the movie.. den we tot we had everything settled.. but we still had to decide where to settil our lunch.. we were like a bunch of stranded kids standing outside AJISEN arguing over wad to eat and who had to give the suggestion.. Nat and i were like pekchek le.. i was rolling my eyes here and there.. and guess who we saw wen we were arguing? alice, wan xin and yuit ping.. hope i din get the spelling rong.. alice's skirt was SO short and all of our eyes were bulging le.. nicole was like 'OH.. LOOK AT HER SKIRT!' tat did it.. everyone was looking at her.. arghx.. i wun be caught dead wearing a skirt tat short.. ugh.. anywae, afiqah settled our problem by saying 'LET'S EAT AT LET'S EAT!' DONE.. hmm.. someone could have suggested tis in the first place right.. nvm.. all of us den headed down to the restaurant and we saw Kenneth entering Food Culture with hsi frenx.. raine and i-duno-who were shouting like siaox, and raine appeared to be waving her arms frantically as if she wanted Kenneth to notice her.. no offence though.. yeah.. we gt a place in Let's Eat and the number of seats were jus right fer us.. at first, raine din seem happy with our sitting arrangement and had oso tried to get us sit in a table fer 10.. oh please..

once we were all sitted, we were busy looking thru the menu.. we were den 'fighting' over the student's menu.. Nat and i got the menu last but we gt to order first.. nehx nehx.. too bad we cant choose the dessert.. haix.. *sniff* so sad.. all of us were talking abt skool stuff while waiting fer our food.. we saw yen teng with her netballs pals.. guess they mus have jus ended their practices bahx.. the foof finally arrived and all of us were eating so slowly cos we kept talking at the same time.. no TABLE MANNERS.. hahx.. our desserts arrived later and it was some kind of 'kueh'.. i din touch it cos i hate the look of it and oso the expressions on raine and afiqah's faces sure weird aft their first bite on it.. ugh.. den while waiting fer them to finish their desserts, nicole and elena cracked dirty jokes and we were all laughing like siaox.. we seemed to be the loudest in the restaurants.. heex.. bad galx.. bleahx..

the bill came ltr and a service charge of $1.50 was to be given.. in the end, Nat gave cos she had no small chge.. the waitress did not seem to understand wad we were talking abt and so i took Nat's $50 note and waved it in front of her and told her we wanted to pay our bill.. i guessed she finally ubderstood wad i was trying to tell her and she pointed to the cashier counter meaning we had to settle the bill there.. after tat, if i'm not rong, we went to take neox.. or was it we took neox first den eat? aiyah.. nvm.. it was quite difficult fer the six of us to squeeze in a neo.. one time, i had to stand on one leg and nearly lost my balance.. screams were heard.. haix.. we were all so noisy.. but quite nice lahx, the neox we took.. din show them to u guys.. bleahx.. oni one of the pen was kinda spoilt and it couldnt be used correctly.. elena's hair was covered in one of the neox lorx.. i had to draw in her hair lorx, with yellow INK and raine went to put a heart with the werd LOVE inside on her forehead.. lame ritex?

den, aft tat, we went to the arcade.. cos Nat and i dun wana watch the movie liaox.. each of us contributed $5 to raine's TAPZ card so we could play.. first we had a round of games and i paired with Raine, Nat with Nicole, and Elena with Afiqah.. our GREEN button wasnt working lorx, so we lost in the end.. and if i'm not rong, afiqah and elena were the winners.. Nat and i had two rounds of a shooting game ltr and raine and i had a racing one.. i was the one leading until the last part.. *bish* den while elena and afiqah danced the para-para, nicole, raine, nat and i were wasting money by spending them to get plushies.. no use de, but quite fun lahx..

while raine and nicole were still playing, nat and i went to take neox agen.. i kept all the neos first cos there wasnt any scissors or cutter fer us to cut the neox lorx.. we couldnt possibly go to 'Pretty in Pink' cos the uncle might scold us.. haix.. aft tat, Nat and i went to look fer the rest of dem.. all of them were holding a similar toy cat plushie they gt frm the machine.. they had requested fer the chge of positions of the plushies.. the last two plushies they've gt were two cute pups and Nat and i gt one fer FREE.. woo hoo.. not a single cent spent.. i'm so CHILDISH.. *bish* hahx.. all of us were like 'playing' with the plushies while we headed fer SWEETALK.. all of us gt drinks and we decided to go to Northvale and chat.. we talked abt skool stuff, latest gossip and blah.. wasted half an hour into asking elena or u could sae pleading to let us go her hse to 'play'.. she said tat if we could ask raine to go to the public study room, and by using the reason tat she was returning some chairs, showed her kitty plushie to anybody and asked whether it was cute, we could den go to her hse.. as expected, raine din wan to do it.. afiqah helped her do it in the end.. so brave, three cheers fer her.. hahx..

we locked ourselves in her study ltr wen we reached her hse.. we played 'SmartMouth'.. a game where u are given two letters eg. S, L.. and u have to form a word of at least five letters starting with S and ending with L like eg . STEAL.. quite fun lahx.. it gt us laughing bcos there was a time where we've gt B and another B and raine tot of BOOB.. hahx.. dirty-minded us.. whoosh.. played PICTIONARY ltr.. i paired up with afiqah, nat with elena and nicole with raine.. all of our drawings were so hilarious lorx.. den we decided to head to the playground downstairs to play 'ICE and WATER'.. tat was wad we did in the old daes.. kinda miss it.. oni played fer 5 min and all of us were panting like siaox le.. OLD le mahx.. hahx.. left fer hme and Nat, Raine and i gt on the same bus.. it was drizzling but all of us were wet and sticky with sweat,, reached hme at abt six plus.. =)

haix.. so stupid lorx.. i tot i was getting beta but i was rong! well, one gd ting is tat my fever's gone (fer good i SURE hope ) but i developed a STOOPID cough instead.. been coughing like siaox, fer like sae, abt the last 5 min.. and my sore throat still hasnt gone yet.. why cant it jus disappear? now i jus hope i will be beta by tml cos i will be going out with my bez buddies.. i dun wana miss going out with dem.. hmm,, will have to find a wae to convince my mum to let me go.. sigh.. =(

kkx.. i am gonna type abt going to pasir ris park todae.. been dragging abt it fer so long.. went to there quite fun lorx.. ate lunch with my cousins at White Sands shopping mall.. had laksa and ice lemon tea.. jus love the wae the drink taste, it reminds me of the OLD daes.. mm.. i'm not really tat old.. hahax.. first we rented bikes, i was the first.. leading my cousins.. my feet were 'hanging' in the mid air cos they hurt.. haix.. my hands too.. all red and sore frm the rough handlebars of the bike.. rode all the wae to Escape and guess who i saw?! my gor, Krez.. hmm.. to tink i would meet him here.. saw aloha loyang chalet btw.. quite shiok lahx.. big but colour too dull le.. i was riding past it and admiring the 'WONDERFUL' view there tinking wad resort was tat.. finally saw a sign there indicating 'Aloha Loyang'.. i was like tinking it was so great tat mr teo booked there but was being told by nat tat it was haunted.. scary..

after riding the bike fer 1hr, all of us were overcome with fatigue.. beads of perspiration dropped down frm our foreheads.. ( starting to write compo le.. hahx.. ) we bought ourselves ice-blended drinks and i gt myself lychee flavour de.. quite nice lahx.. budden i gt brain-freezed after the first sip.. felt so horrible den, four of my cousins went to play the swings while i played badminton with the remaining one.. she kept hitting the shuttlecock to the side and i alwys failed to hit it back.. i realised tat my skills have worsened.. so sad.. lolx.. maybe bcos i becoming old le.. excuse.. excuse.. hahax.. den played the swings lorx.. quite lame and childish i noe.. bleahx.. i was screaming like siao lorx.. cos it became faster and faster.. i even asked my cousins to slow it down fer me lorx.. i am jus so afraid of the swing swinging so fast.. ( OOPS.. let u guys noe my weakness le.. cham.. lata if play Truth or Dare, den dare me play swing how?! mus delete away but i lazy.. ) P.S : all the bracketed ones are CRAP, dun have to waste ur precious time reading..

read le den too bad lorx.. bleahx.. now, back to where i was.. after swinging, we went to sit somewhere in a playground to talk.. talk wad? CRAP.. cant help it.. hahax.. ltr, we went to play i-duno-wad's-the-name.. den i hurt my toe lorx causing a blood clot to form.. till now, it still hasnt disappear.. pain.. went to the Mao Che aka toilet to wash ourselves.. den my cousin's mum nearly entered the Gents! before tat, she hadgone there herself and she entered the Gents lorx.. said tat she din noe and no one was inside.. we all had a good laugh although it was quite rude.. den while i was busy cleaning up, my cousins went to scare me lorx.. told me there was a dog outside.. i was screaming fer my aunt like siao.. so bad.. there was NO DOG actually.. hmpf.. bully me..

after tat we went to have dinner and the sauses got onto my clothes and pants.. sigh.. waited while the adults went to buy i-duno-wad.. we were all standing like a brick wall, waiting wen a toddler was like running around us lorx.. he even talked to us but i've gt no idea wad wad he blabbering abt.. *bish* he seemed to fancy one of my cousins lorx, follow ger like siao.. i got so scared tat i was the forst to run away.. went hme ltr.. my legs were like so numb le, sitting on the bus fer so long.. hahax..

haix.. sick lorx.. gt flu.. inclusive of symtoms like fever, cough, running nose, sore throat and headache.. dun wana type about Pasir Ris Park trip todae cos too much to type, and i too tired liaox..

been sick since yest aft the trip to PRP.. actually it was jus a slight fever of 37.55 degree celsius den i slept feeling cold over.. i used two blankets lorx.. the feeling was so horrible.. cant describe it.. den at abt 4 am, my temperature dropped to normal le.. i kicked the blankets away cos so hot.. hahax.. wen i woke up in the morning, i felt cold all over.. i touched my forehead and it was like burning.. my temperature was 38.09.. went to see a doctor.. prescribed me five types of medicine.. temperature measured in the clinic was 39.. below are my list of temperatures aft tat till the aftnoon..

37.99

37.14

36.55

36.57

36.89

i am actually getting better.. yeah.. my bro said tat it's probably bcos my immune system is stronger.. tyty.. hahax..

whoa.. one dae nv post liaox.. feeling kinda weird lorx.. went out yest so nv post.. gt myself a necklace and my bro gt a stuff dog.. nt tat i care.. had a weird encounter yest.. sorta.. i helped my bro buy a Flavor Burst cos i wana earn pts.. the person-in-charge shuld be new de bahx.. he's so slow.. den i gt the Flavor Burst and forgot to pay.. the person was attending to another customer le lorx.. i bet if i din give him, he wun even noe.. but i mus have INTEGRITY.. i paid him.. hahax.. den i went to buy fries cos hungry le.. wen i wana scan my card, there was an error so i had to scan agen.. wen i was abt to scan the second time, the person snatched my card awae and was trying to scan fer me lorx.. i was like... i tried to take the card back but she pushed my hand awae.. like hello? tis is my card, madam, not yours.. den wen the scanning was done, finally, she gave me back.. wad the lorx..

so bored todae.. actually supposed to go out with cous de, but one couldnt make it so chge to nxt thurs lorx.. haix.. anyway, tml's gonna be so GREAT cos a big bunch of us will be going to Pasir Ris Park.. woo hoo.. i jus cant wait.. too bad my bro cant go cos he've gt a fever.. neh nehx.. hahx.. bad sista.. bleahx.. =p

went to my grandma's hse todae.. had fun talking to the toddlers.. dey all sho cute!! eek.. wish i can take fotos of dem but i din.. haix.. time flies fast the youngest de noe how to talk le.. so sad.. i love babies who duno how to talk de.. anywae, scolded my bro fer setting a bad example by ignoring a baby cousin of mine and insulting him, telling the rest of the toddlers to ignore him.. he still dared to argue with me lorx.. FREAKO lahx.. i feel like giving him a tight slap!

went to causeway point to shop too.. nth much lahx.. den wen i going to take MRT, i saw alice.. so qiao.. hahax.. went to lot 1 ltr.. shop, shop, shop.. gt myself new clothes.. gt a mini-skirt, gt pants inside de... it mae not seem short to u, but to me is quite short le.. oso bought a DICE keychain.. so cute.. mine's sky blue de, my bro's green.. bleahx.. actually wana get myself a pair of new shoes and jacket de but din.. cos decided not to buy too much todae.. ltr need to bring alot of things bac hme.. no strength to take so mani tings.. my mum gt herself a pair of new shoes though.. had dinner outside todae.. so full le.. hahax..

anywae, read my previous posts and realised tat my posts are getting shorter and shorter.. i have not much to sae compare to last time.. but i still TALKATIVE.. rest assured.. could be bcos i lazi bahx.. i oso getting old le.. so mus understand.. hahax..

woahx.. finally finished folding 200 starx, eh no, is 190 starx.. in jus one dae.. so happi.. hahax.. anyway, realised tat i have grown up.. tink tat love fer teens now can nv last.. jus puppy love.. gonna wait till i grow up before i get into another relationship le..

recently got interested in folding stars.. so fun lorx.. it has got meanings de..

1 star = the only one

2 stars = lovey-dovey

3 stars = i love you

5 stars = i love you till the end of time

11 stars = deeply love person

36 stars = together forever

66 stars = never to be separated

99 stars = lovers forever

101 stars = together

365 stars = wishes will come true

aiya some of the meaning i duno how to explain.. my english not tat gd mahx.. so cant blame me.. *bish*..

haix.. duno why my heart is so fickle-minded.. liking two guys at the same time.. one of dem talk to me todae but our conversation was so short..he sounded cold.. so fast offline le.. haix.. i was like on the verge of tears le lorx.. i dun wan him to go.. my heart hurtx alot now.. i have no appetite to eat..

how i wished the rain would nv stop and it can forever hide my tears.. i jus wana cry..

woo hoo.. had tug-of war in skool todae.. although our klas lost to 1C, we won while competing against 1D.. Ole.. hahax.. 1B competed against 1D oso lorx.. i was cheering fe r1B like siao, until i no voice le.. 1B won lorx, duh.. with a CHEERLEADER like me, sure win de.. jk.. jk..

our klas was so united during the tug-of-war tat i cried wen we won.. too emotional le.. hahax.. *sniff* den, wen the rest were still competing, 1A was seated in a big circle playing 'Terminal Password'.. we were liked so happy together.. i was so happy todae except tat there ws a gal who ruined it by calling us 'ASSHOLES' lorx.. din wana sae anything cos i'm a civilised person.. =) heex.. really enjoyed myself oni tat he was not there..

no skool todae.. so boring.. nth much to do de.. spent my whole morning reading comics and kiddy stuff like fairytales storybooks.. i'm so desperate le.. plus i din use com lorx.. cos morning go online nt much ppl de.. watched the encore of 'Super Funkies' at 4.. though i watched it yest liaox.. nth to do wad, so become desperate gal, not crybaby le.. hehex..

haix.. how i wish there are still examz now.. before exmaz i had tot it wuld be fun to enjoy ourselves after tat.. but i was rong.. there is nth much to do lorx.. everydae i go online, blog and watch tv.. somtimes even gt nth to do.. so sianx.. anywae, gt to noe my klass position todae.. frm last time de 24th position, i 'promoted' to the 19th.. so happy.. hahax.. and oso the chalet has been booked and the place actually overlokked a sea view.. kool ritex? i cant w8..

heard alot of ghost stories todae too.. it all started wen my fren asked my 'cher abt a pond which used to be outside our klass.. the circle shape where it was last time was still visible.. i have heard fem many tat it was bcos of a suicide committed tat make the skool removed the pond de.. scary.. our 'cher refused to tell us anything and practically ignored us.. den wen nat and i were in mac with sandy and jia ying, we started telling each other ghost stories.. jiaying gt so scared tat we had to accompany her to the toilet and she actually gt a guy to accompany her hme.. haix..

saw the first Nokia camera fone todae.. looked like a remote control lorx.. so big.. hahax.. after tat, nat and i walked hme.. wen i was abt to reach the lift lobby and i wana press the ligt button, the lift suddenly opened as though there was a sensor lorx.. as if there is one.. i gt so scared and started tinking abt the stories tat my frenx told me.. somehow the lift took so long to reach the storey of my hse.. i ran back all the wae to my hse lorx..

den i was supposed to play badminton with nat lata and i was actually afraid of taking the lift myself! i even called nat to come upstairs to accompany me down! we played badminton fer awhile den went to the playground to 'play'.. we jus sat on the see-saw and talked.. the playground was quite quiet and the constant creaking of the see-saw made nat and i uneasy.. i am easily spooked so i talked non-stop abt happy things so tat i can dun tink abt it.. haix.. poor me..

haix.. i'll bet tat i can get into Guiness World Records fer substaining the most no of injuries in a dae.. i strained my muscle thus causing a swollen arm with NO STRENGTH, hit my elbow hard on the metal tap, scraped my leg against the edge of the door, hit my leg against a table causing a previous bruise to become bigger and darker.. urgh.. oh ya, and also the back of my leg hurtx weneva i walked causing me to limp somtimes.. i have tried very hard to be careful le, but i jus cant.. i am jus so fated with INJURIES..

had a STUPID dream last nite.. made me cry lorx.. haix.. dreamt tat the whole of my klas came to my house fer a party and as we were leaving the hse, i saw tat my neighbour's hse had been rented to klas 1XXX lorx, to celebrate.. dun wana mention the klas.. cos i dun wan anymore misunderstanding le.. one of the guys in tat klas scolded one of the gals in our klas but i tot he was scolding all of us so i shouted a long string of vulgarities at dem.. suddenly, we were downstairs and were sitting at the stairs.. i was still scolding lorx.. den, both the klas mentors appeared, SITTING ON THE GRASS!!! i was den scolded by my klas mentor fer shouting vulgarities at dem lorx.. den everyone started putting the blame on me and tat gal whom the guy meant to scold, scolded me too.. saying tings like," See lahx, they oso nv scold u, dey scold me oni wad, why help me?!" i was like so angry lorx.. den i cried.. and suddenly i was in a toilet cubicle crying and SINGING the song 'My Love'.. no link ritex? i den heard my ex-klasmate complaining tat she has no fren.. blah.. blah.. den i woke up.. i found my face wet with tears!! urgh.. [ Wait, the dream is not over yet! ]

i went back to Dreamland agen.. fast?! the dream was like continued.. i saw the guys hu scolded the gal agen.. and i 'diao' him.. cos he was the one who gt me scolded in the first place.. suddenly, i was urgently looking fer my bag, A BAG MADE OF COWSKIN!! nat was with me den.. we were den in a HAWKER CENTRE looking fer it wen i nv ever been there.. so stupid lorx.. but somehow the place seems so familiar.. and den i saw a grp of GANGSTERS sitting at a corner.. the ppl there quite 'shuai' lorx.. den one of dem was like looking at me.. he seemed to read my mind and knew tat i was looking fer my bag.. he den pulled out a long rows of chairs and suddenly a lot of bags appeared on dem! WEIRD! one of the doors den opened and i saw my fren, pei wen getting her bag and jus walked out.. i found my bag ltr.. together with nat, we took the lift down and saw tat we were in LIMBANG!! saw the rest of our klas there trying to figure out how to get out.. [though i have absolutely no idea why we cant get out..] and yunhui was actually sitting on a motorbike!! suddenly, we were liked in an X-box game.. everyting looked so 'cartoon' to me.. and i heard tat yunhui has to get alot of purple cards to get us out.. she went lvl by lvl and i woke up.. WEIRD, WEIRD, WEIRD!!

ouch.. hurt my leg yest.. cos i helped my mum answer a call den wen i noe the call is fer her, i rushed quickly to pass her the fone.. somehow, the floor seems so slippery and i knocked into one of the sharp edges of the chair.. the injured part sunk in and my first layer of skin peeled off.. not long aft, there was a bruise.. pain sehx.. haix.. den todae, it became swollen le.. with a red patch lorx.. urgh..

went out with my mum and my bro yest.. my mum wanted a haircut and my bro and i jus followed along cos we've gt nth to do.. while my mum had her haircut, we went to buy ourselves slurpee and mashed potato to eat.. after my mum had her haircut, we went shopping, well, sort of.. i bought 'Teens' cos gt 5566.. hahax.. yeah.. gt myself a new bag, new clothes.. saw lots of cute and chubby toddlers.. felt like pinching their cheeks.. eek.. lolx.. so happy..

woo hoo, sci examx finally over le.. budden i tink i'm gonna flunk it.. i oni studied fer Physics lorx, Bio din study much.. scared i fail.. haix.. one more exam paper on mon den can relax le.. oh yeah.. hahax.. drank coffee at mac todae.. it's abt a yr i ever drink it le.. the taste was so *bleahx*, bitter lorx.. so i added lots of sugar and oso CoffeeMate.. so guys, nxt time if u wana drink SWEET coffee at mac, pls add:

5 packets of sugar

&

2 packets of CoffeMate

cos tat's exactly how much i put to make the coffee taste just right, to me.. den, aft finishing the coffee, my teeth became so yellowish.. bleahx.. went hme to brush it.. make it sparkling white.. hahax..

oh great! i looked sick, sounded sick and i'm STILL sick.. FREAKO lorx.. though my sore throat is gone (fer good, i hope) , i have got flu.. haix.. my nose is still blocked.. one stupid ting is tat, wen one side is not blocked anymore, the other side will 'take over'.. arghx.. i haf nv been so sick my whole life!! k.. i dun wana complain abt tis le.. u guys will get bored..

had art exam todae.. painted till my hands all black, well, sorta.. hahax.. my colours are so dull lorx.. the rest of my klasmates de all so colourful..i admitted being envious.. haix.. cant help it, since the dae i was born, i was NEVER good in art.. so nvm.. lolx.. tis is not heck-care attitude k? tis is SERIOUS.. (like i've been serious abt anything in life at all.. hahax..) no lahx.. oni wen sth is important to me, i'll be serious.. but i cant help being lame sometimes.. tat's my nature.. hehex.. cheeky nature, i noe..

and after u guys have read finished tis post, lemme tell u sth.. u have wasted alot of ur precious time here.. why not oso tag?? hahax.. the fact is:

OBVIOUSLY

tis gal, shufen is trying to be lame by typing so much JUNK in her post.. Muhahahahahaha!!!!! if u guys duno wad i mean, read the post agen and u will noe.. sry if ur time is wasted agen.. bleahx..

haix.. although i am getting beta, i've got blocked nose and sore throat.. difficulty breathing.. arghx.. man, i hate being sick.. and wad's more it's the time where i am supposed to be having my examx.. freak lahx.. i nearly slept in klas during exam todae lorx.. too tired le.. cant help it.. dun wana type le..

haix.. i've nv been so sick my whole life.. i've gt sore throat, backache, dry cough, a slight flu, headache and oso stomachache.. wad the lorx.. luckily, i am strong enough to withstand all the pain and sufferings, if not, i would have been lying on the bed now instead of updating my blog now.. and noe sth weird? i had a dream the dae before.. it was like tis.. i dreamt tat i was having an exam, no particular subject.. My mentor gave me the exam paper and noe wad the first qn was?? "Write down two things u will share with ur stead if u had one.." Noe wad was my ans? i wrote 'time' and 'weal and woe' no idea why i wrote tat though.. i oso dun have stead!!

anywae, i earnt $60 by jus pasting stickers on postcards.. kool ritex? stayed up late yest till 12 sth 4 nth.. cos i trying to be lame.. hahax.. den in the morning woke up late lorx.. went to study fer geog aft tat.. cos thr's geog exam tml.. wish mie gd luck fer it.. lolx..

i must admit the hatred btwn us is getting deeper and i am kinda enjoying it man.. woo hoo! i oso realised tat my eyes mean a lot to me in my life.. they can 'speak' to other ppl, whether it is ppl i like, or ppl i hate.. MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!! fer those hu duno wad i am talking abt, take it tat i am trying to be lame and talking crap.. lolx.. anyway, during DnT, our whole klas saw a GHOST!!

not in the DnT room lahx.. duh.. our teacher, mr benson showed us a foto he took of his frenx in K-Box.. at the glass reflection, there was a guy holding sth white.. it has two shadows but it wasnt really tat scary.. mr benson den told us tat the foto was took after 12 midnight lorx.. he refused to tell us where the K-Box is though.. luckily, i wasnt there.. if not, i would have freak out le lorx.. phew..

had surveys during PDP lesson.. four surveys in total lorx.. haix.. sianx.. wasted a lot of time lorx.. still gt the CIP thing.. i've 50hr 20min.. woo hoo!

i was being rong todae.. wad the lorx.. mr benson accused me of throwing a tissue out of the window wen i din even use a tissue lorx.. freak lorx.. i told him i din, and his eyes still have tat type of doubtful look lorx.. den todae ms tang came late fer one period.. she looked at the rong time-table lorx.. haix.. i tink she too stressed le.. in the end, the last lesson, which was geog, was given to ms tang to teach.. haix..

went to mac after tat.. studied agen.. hahax.. so studious.. lolx.. saw yee gin and cindy ltr.. after tat, we went around the shops lorx.. cos we damned bored le.. left at bout 5 lidat..

had a 1 hr test todae lorx.. den it's like so damned stressed lorx.. and we still have EOY.. wad de.. we had a topic tat we were actually supposed to learn in sec 2 but it was brought down to sec 1 lorx.. and on tat topic our teacher gave, one section -> 16 marks.. i was like having mental block le lorx.. after the test, i was like ' oh finally it's all over.. ' anyway, one happy ting is tat our klas are gonna book a chalet during the holidays.. woo hoo! i cant w8 fer it.. lalala..

after skool, went to mac, agen, to study.. completed my geog hw there.. so hardworking.. i noe.. hahax.. jk.. add frenx on frnester agen, cos i desperate fer frenx.. hahax..

busy adding ppl on frenster todae.. went out with nat to study.. den in the end became shopping lorx.. dun feel like typing le.. sianx..

had a quarrel with my dad todae over a stupid misunderstanding.. den i cried lorx, cos i was being wrong.. tat was wad i hated.. anyway, i hated quarrels.. hahax.. went to cut my hair in the afternoon.. tot it was too long and too thick.. haix.. den nat said i so fast go fer haircut agen.. two mths le lorx.. told me she every six mths den cut lorx.. if i'm like her, i becum lion le.. lolx..
anyway, tis is a cute baby foto i have here.. so cute!!!

I LOVE BABIES!!! THEY RAWKZ!!!

gonna show u guys more fotos of cute babies.. be sure to prepare tissue.. i scared u all drool..

a grp of innocent looking babies

kissing.. woahx..

mmm.. nice.. mummy, i want some more..

playing the piano..

wahx.. eyes so big..

hey! i'm changing..

LOLX..

feeling kinda down lately.. somehow, life seems meaningless.. nv tot of dying though.. could be suffering from depression.. i felt useless, frail, weak.. everyting.. i need my frenx and family.. i need someone to hold on.. alwys feel tat there is an empty place in my heart.. sorta a hole.. a hole tat needs someone to be there to cover it.. haix..

the guys in our klas played tat stupid prank agen.. tis time, my ex-staed fell fer the trick.. i suddenly realised sth, wen ppl played jokes on someone u dun like, u will feel happy and will laugh, but wen ppl played tricks on ur loved ones, u wun laugh, u will actually feel hurt.. wen i saw him being tricked, i jus stood and watched.. i tot of telling him not to fall fer the LAME trick but i din.. now, i feel bad abt it.. tat time, i nearly cried lorx.. haix.. jus wana sae to him, i am SORRY!!

went out with nat to lot 1 last saturday, cos we wana study together and oso to buy a b'dae present fer yili.. took the bus there, duh.. the first place we went to was 'Aries'.. i need to find a string fer my necklace cos the previous one had broken.. too bad, the strings sold there wasnt thin enuff.. haix.. nxt, we went to the third storey to shop.. entered mini toons cos i need to buy a packet of sweets fer my bro.. den nat was like going gaga over the baby winnie the pooh soft toys lorx.. haix.. i duno her.. hahax.. after tat, we went upstairs.. took neoprints.. we acted cute but it was nice.. pls dun choke.. lolx.. den we went to look fer a suitable present fer yili.. saw a lot of things, and in the end, nat decided on a bracelet with yili's name engraved on it.. kool? it cost 20 sth, u noe.. hahax.. den went to northern light to see the visors and waist pouches there,, i was going gaga lorx.. nearly bought dem.. wen we were abt to leave the shop, i saw a guy tat look a lot like nelson frm the back.. budden tat guy's taller.. lolx..

while nat was collecting the bracelet, i was browsing around.. my eyes fell fer a keychain which was damned kool.. it was love at first sight.. my heart pounded faster.. ( sry, i'm abit too dramatic.. frm ELDDS wad.. =p ) it has the letters LOVE on it.. nat saw it too.. we bought it..

( to be continued )

( story continues.. )

after tat, we took the bus to Yew Tee cos we wana shop around.. the funfair was still there.. nat and i shopped fer ankle socks and bought 3 pairs in the end.. i oso bought a hp cover cos my previous one had scratches on it.. after tat, we went to buy instant noodles to eat.. cos we escaped frm hme fer 3 days le, den the money we had is decreasing so tat's pur dinner.. jk.. we ate on the seats.. ppl were like looking or even staring at us.. some were looking with their eyes wide open, like goldfishes.. i saw one old man, looking at us, bemused.. den he smirked!!!! well, so called.. as though he was saying to us tat, u guys so pitiful, i treat u guys fer dinner ok? FREAK lahx.. we saw Li Ying while we were eating.. luckily, she din seem surprised or anything.. lolx.. walked hme after tat..

Update on wad i had been doing fer this few daes.. actually i dun quite rmb.. wait.. lemme think.. hmm..

on thurs, 22 sep 2005, went fer a field trip to Asian Civilisations Museum.. so-so lorx, the trip.. had fun jking around with frens and making fun of a guy.. ha's damned cute lorx, but i wun go gaga over him de.. lolx.. went back to skool frm trip, after tat still nid to write 100 words reflection.. freako skool lorx.. everydae reflect, reflect, reflect.. u not sianx, i oso sianx le lorx.. i wrote tons of crap but 'cher still accept.. hahax..

todae's entry..
our klas's guys are jus so immature budden CUTE!! after recess, wen klasses were all going back to their klasroomx, the guys in our klas kept asking dem to come to the windows, den pretend to talk to dem, den after tat suddenly shut the window.. hahax..

after skool, nat and i became mad gurlx.. cos we tried to follow some ppl's attire.. we looked vain standing in front of the mirror, looking here and there.. den after tat, we were finally pleased with the last type of attire wearings.. i noe we are lame.. duh.. den went to tikam machine to turn out a 20 cents ball.. den nat was like playing with dem on the way hme lorx.. the ball kept bouncing out of her reach.. i pretended tat i duno her.. hahax..

quite a nice dae todae.. hahax.. saw my gor at the road junction.. he looked so cute with his face 'stick' on the window.. found out abt alot of secrets todae.. oso realised tat i am so stupid.. xxx and xxx stead le, and actually i already sorta noe frm my ex-stead, budden todae den i found out frm frenx.. i'm jus so unobservant.. if u guys dun understand wad i'm talking abt, den nvm.. lolx.. gonna chge skin le cos tis one gt slight prob i duno how to fix.. haix.. den after skool, we've got swimming.. i am teh only one taking the test lorx.. cos the rest last wk take le.. last wk, i sick.. unlucky.. den i was like so sian le.. halfwae i swin, i gt leg cramp.. haix.. finally th test end le, den i went to the purple slide there to queue up and play.. i cut queue, not bcos i bad, cos my fren lemme.. hahax..

Wa lau.. My idiotic, mad, crazy, stupid brother really sux.. i was in the room on the bed doing my hmework, and listening to the music, and he was like interrupting lorx.. went onto the bed to do his hmework and was like humming tunes of his own, den i fed up with him le.. wad's more, he stretched both of his legs out lorx, until it's like so near my face.. i pushed dem back, DUH, den he was like sulking le.. went to complain to my mum lorx.. and who's the one who gt scolded? Me! It's like i din do anything rong lorx.. why do i alwys get scolded? the oldest one alwys get scolded and the youngest one is alwys spoilt.. wad the.. i hate my bro.. he sux.. the trouble-maker! den after tat, i wana go mac to study with nat, he actually tried all means and ways to stop my mum frm letting me go..but in the end, she relented.. but den, my bro still refused to give up, he went to tell my mum tat i wuld go lot 1, if not lot 1, it wuld be the funfair at yew tee.. wad the.. obviously, he's jealous of me.. too bad he dun have much frenx..

i jus wana post to sae tat although i told alot of ppl i've forgotten u, but i recently found myself and my heart going back to u agen.. dose werds in the pic are all i wana sae to u..

to another guy, u make me disappointed.. not me, all of us hu love u alot.. ='(

woah.. so mani daes nv post le.. bcos my stupid com lorx.. kana virus atack.. now ok le.. these few daes not much happen lahx.. yest was a total LAME blast.. we celebrated the lantern festival in skool.. went there early with nat to help out.. den we saw the nurse in the dental caravan.. i told her abt the x-ray thingey fer my milk tooth.. she said i mus wait fer one wk ltr.. if u guys duno wad i'm talking abt, jus take it as CRAP.. hahax.. earned quite alot yest.. i kept counting the money we earned and gt 'scolded' by my frens.. dey told me tat the more i count, the less money in the end.. i dun understand.. cos i slow.. lolx.. so sianx lorx.. and oso the whole ting so lame.. till tat dae i finally realised tat the boix in our klas ARE so united.. i nearly cried cos i am touched fer the galx in our klas.. dey have leadership!! if dey dun mind, i wuld so much like to hug them all.. P.S>> I'm not a flirt..

OH YA!! TODAE IS DERRICK BIRTHDAE!! MAY ALL HIS BIRTHDAE WISHES COME TRUE!!

17th September 2005 todae..

Sianz.. duno wad to type here sehx.. if i din post, ltr ppl sae i lazi sia.. haix.. i admit i am lazi though.. always slack.. homework always wait till last min den do de.. now wad? make up a story? no way, if i do tat, no one will wana read my entries le.. anyway, those hu haf been visiting my blog, reading the entries, or whatsoever, can tag too? pls........... hahax.. mus help me tag, cos i chge the 'brand' of tag-board le, so desperate fer ppl to flood it, but pls dun scold me or anybody inside, thank u.. eh, i realised i typed alot le.. k.. tis will be my entry fer todae.. thks fer wasting ur precious time reading it, ur understanding is deeply appreciated..

no lahx.. jus kidding.. tis is my entry lahx.. so stupid lorx, my mum asked me to help my bro to wash his dishes todae.. no way.. he's so spoilt, i let him wash by himself.. but he din.. my mum nag at me, but i gave her a 'scolding' instead.. i told her tat she shulnt spoil my bro, letting him order her around like a maid.. she was like speechless fer a while.. i din help my bro in the end.. got scolded by my mum agen lorx.. sigh.. den she oso scolded my bro, asked him to wash his own cup, ONLY lorx.. she washed his dishes lorx.. unfair.. =( nth in tis world is fair at all..

Yo, guys.. Tis is the 9th skin le.. Kool ritex? Spent so much time trying to get it done.. Realised tat i changed the address too? The neoprint u guys see are the four of us.. Yee Gin, Jie Ting, Natasha and I.. I found tis skin at www.blogskins.com.. Jus typed 'frens foreva' and tada! I found it.. the oringinal pic was actually a number of people holding hands together with the words 'friend forever'.. cos tis one nicer.. hahax.. the music was oso changed frm a loud music to tis music now,"Tong Hua" by Guang Liang.. guess why i chose it? Cos, last time, Nat and i dedicated tis song to Yee Gin and Jie Ting in skool.. they were so touched and Nat and i were oso happy.. it's sort of our frnship song i guess.. wana noe why i suddenly did so much things related to friends? Cos ever since i lost hope in love, i put all my hopes in frenship le.. i finally realised hoiw important friends are to us.. although i still dun deny the fact tat i still have a little hope of finding true love again.. wish me luck..

Woah.. so long nv post le.. sry huh.. gt miss me? lolx.. cos i recently injured my arm.. Excuse, excuse.. hahax.. so now, i'm gonna tell u guys wad happened to me these few daes.. u may find dem or whatsoever.. u can stop reading now.. hahax..

ok.. On monday, i went to play baminton with nat, AGAIN.. Played at Stagmont park cos lazi to bk court.. it was so hot man! i wad DRENCHED in sweat lorx.. Nat too.. we played under the shade but then the sun rays kept shining on Nat, so i changed with her.. i dun mind it.. we played awhile oni wen one time, Nat served the shuttlecock, it got stuck on the tree!! we were like, NOW WAD? nat tried to get it off by throwing MY badminton cover at it.. obviously, no use.. sigh.. tried using her water-bottle, no use.. den we tried using an instant noodles' cover tat we found lying on the seats.. it was like playing frisbee.. quite fun.. hahax.. i felt so awkward lorx.. with quite a number of ppl looking at us.. the PATHETIC jus wun come off.. In the end, nat went to take a big stick and we take turns to throw at it.. wen it was my turn, i aimed correctly and BINGO! the shuttlecock dropped.. tyty.. Shufen saves the day!!! thick-skinned.. we den continued playing.. same ting happened agen.. STUCK AGAIN!!!! arghx.. tis time in useless, din aim properly.. haix.. i even broke parts of the stick.. hahax.. den, we saw nat's sista, nalisha and their maid.. her maid den used 2 sticks, connected, duh, to get it off.. it DROPPED!! but she din save the day.. cos we din play after tat.. lolx.. PHOBIA~ hahax..

went to minimart ltr.. Bought drinks den talked, talked, talked, and TALKED!! went bac to minimart cos we fell in love with it le.. Jk.. We went there to buy snacks lahx.. Th chips we bought were so TASTELESS, not salty enuff to me.. Bleahx.. nat went to give a lecture, said tat i shuldnt eat too salty.. nag.. nag.. nag.. like my mum lidat.. er.. headed fer hme after tat..

On tuesday, there's eng oral.. i was so damned STRESSED lorx.. First 14 went to the examination hall first and i was one of the first batch lorx.. i was afraid tat my examiner wuld be VERY strict.. Luckily, i gt to choose one of the three 'chers to test me.. i chose the least strict de.. duh.. tink i did badly cos the 'cher kept prompting me.. Scared sehx.. wen i left the hall, i waited at the foyer fer my frenx cos we eating lunch together.. waited fer so long until i wana die.. jk..jk.. =) finally, FINALLY, they came out.. dey all complained to me abt tis, abt tat.. blah, blah..

went to Long John Silver's to eat and after tat went to take neoprints.. had so much fun.. though there was a small prob.. lazi to type out wad it was.. saw wei sheng, guan yeow, simin, laura, maryann and priscilla if i din forget.. dey went in such a big grp.. after tat, we jus liked walked down, cos we wana go bac hme.. i, the playful gal, tried to play a joke with my frenx, but in the end, all i got was a SWOLLEN arm tat hurtz so much.. i pretended tat i noe a few gals in front of me.. i walked towards dem so tat my frenx will tink i noe dem.. i suddenly wana turned bac and so i did.. and BANG!! arm injured and SWOLLEN!! sigh.. went to take a bus ltr.. wen it reached our bus-stop le, nat and i were reluctant to get off lorx.. duno why, legs no strength, lazi to move.. so we decided to take one whole big round.. i suddenly became nat's counsellor abt love lorx.. i talked, talked, talked and TALKED!! she huh, duno wad happened de, i felt like slapping her lorx.. frustrated.. grr.. Shi bai, shi bai.. wen we finally reached the interchange, we dun wana get off.. the bus-driver had to tell us to get off.. hahax.. we den walked hme, cos lazi to wait fer bus le.. sianx.. afternoon, went to collect my new specs.. wearing it makes me dizzy.. used to it le.. though..

now fer....................................................................... TODAY'S ENTRY!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!
went to skool cos there's geography lesson.. 'Cher came late.. But she released us early.. so happy.. went to KFC to have lunch.. den waited fer neoprint shop to open.. walked around and met frenx.. Neoprint shop opened le, took neoprints le, den take the bus hme.. TIRED..

Went out with nat yest to jurong library to study.. act hardworking sehx.. hahax.. my dad had to send us there cos it was raining so heavily.. wen we reach the library, there ewas no place fer us to study le.. we went to use the coms first while waiting.. den after tat, a few teenagers left.. we took their place.. there were chips there lorx.. den nat went to take a bk tat was lying around and swept them off.. hahax.. i duno her.. we started studying.. at first we culnt concentrate.. den went to the vending machine to buy some snacks.. after tat, serious work begin.. i did my maths and english.. we study awhile longer and den went to borrow some bks.. it was until after the scanning of a bk wen i found out tat one was torn.. nat said nvm, bcos she had read the front part of the bk, and wuld like to read it.. anyting lorx.. went to KFC ltr to eat.. had shrooms burger with pepsin and cheese fries.. yum yum.. wen i went out tat time, i saw my cousin.. but.. but.. he din saw me! Muhahahaha! i'm being lame..

went to the mrt station cos we wanted to go bac to lot 1.. topped up $10 in my ez-link card cos it has oni a pathetic 30 cents left.. we brought our drinks along into the mrt, and were drinking it, although we noe it's against the rules.. hahax.. den suddenly, there came an announcement over the speaker not to drink or consume food in the mrt.. suddenly, everybody were like looking at us lorx.. i dun care anyway.. saw two handsome guys in the mrt, and were going gaga over dem.. hahax..

alighted at CCK mrt station.. duh.. went to window-shop some of the shops.. after tat went to take neoprints.. it's the best i have ever decorated lorx.. and nat too.. we even had time left after we decorated.. i was so happy wen the printing came out gd.. i felt as if i have accomplished something big.. grinning frm ear to ear lorx.. went to sweet talk after tat to buy a drink.. sat down in food junction to talk.. talked abt why alot of 1D angry with us.. den frenx= no frenx le.. =( Haix.. What's de reason????? can someone tell me? i am quite sick of those scoldings in my taggie.. if u wana scold, jus tell me the reason why first, at least!!!

Tis entry is fer those hu have been spamming my board fer tis few days.. i duno whether u guys will read it anot, but i tot i wuld jus post it.. U guys obviously had gone too far! U guys did not care how ppl feel at all! If ppl go and spam ur board, how wuld u feel? U wuld feel sad rite? Tsk.. I fu guys really hated me, u dun have to scold me at my blog de right? U can jus scold me without me knowing.. Somehow i tink some 1D ppl are involved in tis.. No offence..

If u guys really tat desperate and REALLY hated me so much tat u wana tell me.. Fine.. It's ok.. Jus PLS dun type vulgarities in it.. I am saying pls le.. U see.. Sigh..

And oso jus put ur real names, dun put a fake name.. If not ppl wuld tink tat u are a COWARD.. No offence though.. I dun mind, i wun hate u guys fer it, cos it's only ur own opinions and i alwys look on the bright side.. Anyway, after telling u guys how i felt, i oso kinda thk u guys cos going thru all tis has made me become stronger to pass all the obstacles in life.. If tis type of small ting wuld affect me, i duno if there's a big prob, how wuld i face it.. Thks agen.. =)

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Sianx arhx.. todae sux!! had to present to e klas during maths lesson our project den dey all were like not listening, some even tried to make tings difficukt fer us by asking stupid qns.. i was like pekchek le.. but anyway mr teo praised us fer our gd teaching.. hahax.. after skool, still have to stay bac fer CCA foto-taking and oso fer DnT cos i haven completed doing my key tag yet.. after i ate my lunch, i went bac to the klas den i saw yanfu quarreling with our klasmates, yunhui and yu xuan ova a PATHETIC broom lorx.. he like acted big, slammed the door, like wana fight lidat.. i so scared arhx.. den i go scold him lorx.. den he like bu shuang lidat.. he kept claiming tat the broom was his klas de.. dey damned bian tai lorx, go right their klas all ova the broom.. we went to look fer mdm normala to help us settle tis quarrel, den all she sae was to give dem the broom.. wad the ****! sigh.. den we quarrel agen.. cos we wan evidence.. in the end mdm normala go ask us to give back the broom lorx.. we were like tat's so unfair.. i finally learnt tat there is NO FAIRNESS in tis world.. den i got scolded by mdm normala fer nth.. den i cried.. but not tat much.. tis whole incident jus ruined my mood..

After tat, i went to the DnT room to do my keytag.. all thks to hui sian, nat and joaquim i can get my work done.. cos i was rushing to take fotos fer ELDDS lorx.. thks agen huh.. =) and fer those hu nv see my previous posts , pls go to tis website to do my quiz:

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oh ya.. i shufen hereby wishes all the teachers a :

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!

Lady Luck isnt smiling on me, fer all i noe.. I lost one of the neoprints i took wif my ex-klasmates yest.. sigh.. i showed dem to my mum yest and one of dem might have dropped on the floor, and my dad may have swept it away tis morning.. Haix.. i feel like crying agen..den todae while i was looking thru all the neoprints i had taken, i counted 25, but before i kept dem, i counted agen, i found out tat i had oni 24.. Another neoprint i took with nat and yili was GONE!! I tried looking fer it, but too bad, i cant find it anywhere.. sigh.. i oso woke up todae with a slight sore throat.. haix.. why mus i alwys be the unlucky one?

Luckily, i'm not tat unlucky.. hahax.. went out in the afternoon to check my eyes and found out tat my eyes' degrees had decreased by 50 sth.. the optician said tat it was gd.. so happi.. lolx..

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woah.. todae teachers' day EVE celebration was a GREAT one.. Everting was so GREAT.. I'm repeating wad i said jus now.. hahax.. the concert, the food, and watsoever thing there is.. Although the party started half-ruined, it turned out great in the end.. wad's more, our 'chers enjoyed the powerpoint presentation and the video clips we prepared fer dem.. there were lotsa food like fries, onion rings, fish balls, bee hoon (my gor hates it btw.. hahax..), chips, marshmallows, chocolates, crackers, and the .......... CAKE!!! hahax.. i din get to eat it though.. nvm.. i dun really like cakes anyway.. lolx.. After the whole ting, nat and i went to Lot 1 to meet other of my frens.. i'm gonna name u who i saw there.. Adna, Ling Yan, Shu Hui, Chien Siew, Benazir, Puo Hua in a big grp, Soo Han, Chen Tian, Xin Yi were together.. And.... Jia Min and Samuel were together.. Woo.. hahax..

After tat went back to skool to celebrate with our pri skool 'chers.. i so happy lorx.. we kranjians oso ordered two pieces of pizzas fer our ex-klas to eat.. fun.. i saw a lot of my frens, and nicole, elena, raine, afiqah, natasha and i went to Lot 1 agen to take neoprints together.. so happy.. BEZ FWENZ REUNION sehx.. miss dem so much..

guess hu we saw there?! Yee Gin!! Nat and i were like so happy to see her lorx.. we even hug her.. i missed her more dan my ex-klasmates lorx.. i nearly cried sehx.. so happy..