solitous diaspora

k.. i duno why i am posting todae.. tot i wuld jus post abt my personal thoughts abt life.. up to u guys to read lorx..

so here i am, a gal who lived on earth fer 12 years le, 12 years may seem long to you but to me, it is quite short le.. to know and learn abt many, many things around the world, we need more than 12 years to accumulate all these knowledge.. i always wonder why ppl die? etc.. there are always many questions 'swimming' in my head.. i need to know the answers, whether i should clear my doubts and whom i shall ask.. sometimes i wonder what ppl are thinking about, how they feel and everything.. all these we will never know.. they are like mysteries, never to be solved.. life is unfair.. sometimes, you see one with something you always wanted but can never have, you will be thinking.. why cant i have that? UNFAIR.. although some ppl say that money can buy happiness, i do not think so.. say like in some poorer countries, the ppl there might not be rich but they are already contented with what they have.. they are happy.. money isnt 'important' to them.. some of you might think that all the things that happened are because of fate and thus make life meaningless, no.. think again.. yes, some things that happened could be because of fate but you can control your life.. take the correct path and you'll never be wrong.. you will never think life is meaningless anymore.. i was once depressed but i never thought of dying.. i cried everyday, sometimes fer no reason.. i couldnt explain why.. everything seems so 'DARK' to me.. i've never mentioned this to many ppl cos i dun wan ppl to worry much fer me.. i dun like seeing ppl sad.. anyway, like i've mentioned earlier, i've never tot of dying cos i tink life's very meaningful.. i still wana learn abt the many wonders out there.. you CAN control your life.. live life the way you want it and stay happy always..

k.. i have finished posting.. feel free to give your comments at my tag-board.. thkx..