Tuesday, January 29, 2008


okay. i am updating now.

Sunday Morning plus Afternoon.
- SS Project at Woodlands Regional Library.
- The rest were late so i met with jiazhi.
- Had breakfast at Mac.
- Looked for seats in the library after breakfast and realised that singaporeans are all so kiasu. (library opening hours at 11, and when it's not even 11, the seats which has tables are all taken.)
- Halfway looking for seats, Sourheart and Shark arrived.
- Started discussing about the Project.
- I left halfway to fetch Xuanyu. (apparently, he doesnt know how to go to the Library. -.-)
- Saw GuanYeow and a few others going to the Library to do the SS Project too. (what a coincidence.)
- Continued on Project while waiting for George to come.
- (Extra) I realised that George has a very low and loud voice because he called me on the phone.
- Completion of Project and then had lunch at Banquet with the rest.
- Lunch was funny, with the 'chicken-ny' joke i made. (it was not a joke initially but they laughed at me. whatever, haha.)
- Saw Shunyu and gang on the escalator, guess they were going to celebrate his birthday. (yesterday) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
- Went to Sweettalk and took the train home later.

Sunday Evening.
- Dined at this restaurant at the Warren Golf and Country Club.
- 7-course meal plus dessert.
- Tasted not bad and was full.
- Camwhored like an idiot and i think many saw my retarded acts.

- Ms Sim didnt come. D:
- I think she's really pregnant. DD:
- I dont like it. DDD:
- In fact, i hate it. DDDD:
- Chinese lesson with the Liaoning people.
- Quite entertaining i guess, better than normal lessons.
- Lunched at Subway, yummeh. (:


look again, stupid doodlings on the guestbook.

i realised there's this small little gap at the door which people can peep into the cubicle. EEW.

trying to get an emo photo of my mama, she so willing to pose for me! haha.
ah ma and ah gong. :)

i got over you.

Friday, January 25, 2008

'O' Level Chinese.


very buayba, but i'm super proud of what i got. 'cause i didnt expect to get an A1 lah. (due to the fact that i'd thought i'd screw my orals) then i was so nervous like hell and i heard that 4 people got B3 and i started to get scared that i might be one of them. then during recess, ms tang was like patting me on my back and saying that 'All I can say is that I'm very proud of you'. and it left me feeling confused. my doubts were kind of cleared when mr koh said if he didnt remember wrongly, i got an A1. i was like so relieved at that moment can.

however, when we were at the hall waiting for the release of the results, i could feel the tense atmosphere in the hall. really, and i swear many felt the same as i am. and after much talking and congratulating the top students, we finally got our results back. when ms tock finally called my name, i went up and took the 'certificate'. i dared not look can. i peep at it and saw 'ONE' and 'A'. super super happy (i know my vocab is very limited.) and i cried. very very dumb, maybe i cried because the heavy 'stone' in my heart has been heaved off, or maybe i just felt so stressed up suddenly with the others getting their results and everything. aiya, dont know lah, just cried and some thought i got a bad result. hahah.

anyway, congratulations to all those who got the results they wanted. cheers. :)

& i'm leaving you behind with the past.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Damn Everything

Damn Damn Damn.

'O' Levels Result are being released tmrw in the afternoon. I am so nervous until i feel like just peeing in my pants. NOT. I am like so worried about my chinese results lah, like crap. i think i screwed the paper and now it's too late to complain. okay, whatever, i am just like ranting nonsense now.

oh, and ms sim hasnt been coming to school for a consecutive 3days alr, so unlike her style to be not in school for so long. i wonder what happened to her, maybe she's pregnant? (mouth hanging agape, starts thinking of the many possibilities) wahh, damn man, if she really get pregnant, 4c's maths can die. i dont want any relief teacher coming in to substitute her lessons, it's difficult to learn and concentrate. plus this year's an important year alr, neh shit lah. hahah, and i realised i am talking as though she's really pregnant. CHOY ah, i dont want her to get pregnant, not being bad, at least, if she wants to get pregnant, please like wait till next year or at least after our 'O' Levels can. i feel so selfish, whatever. :)

i think i flunked my chemistry judging from the look on mr kat's face, faggot. D:

Te extraño.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

RE: Nothing Better To Do.

hahaha. remember i sent an email to Viwawa.com staff? (it's the entry below this) to think they actually reply me! how shockingly, flabbergasted-ly, astonishing-ly true! (okay, i'm exaggerating.) but seriously i didnt expect an email in return from them. cause i was just like trying my luck, plus i thought it would be fun to like send something to them, very bad i know. and here's their reply:

Hi crybaby,

Your email verification link is: http://www.viwawa.com/user/validate_email?vcode=4d9fe14b28eebde002b674810f7defac955ad8b3

Please click the link above. If it is not clickable, you can copy and paste the above link into your Internet Browser and it will activate your account.

If you require any help, do drop us an email. ;-)

The Viwawa Team

i still cant close my still-hanging-agape mouth.

It feels like my point of existence,
Has vanished with you in the distance.
Whatever it takes, i'll persist to see your face again.

Nothing Better To Do.


Oral IP was fun today. Really.

Oh, and zhenyi and yongkian introduced this website, Viwawa.com to me. they told me i can play this game called Wahjong, which i believed that is renamed from the original Mahjong. so i went there and registered. And you know normally they will send a verification email to you one right? Yeah, it was in the junk folder and so i went there. But somehow i got distracted and dont know what i was thinking, so i deleted away the email. then after a while, i was like shit, then how to verify? then i thought maybe i should check the 'Deleted' Bin, yet, it wasnt there at all. and so i decided to send an email to the people in charge. NOTHING BETTER TO DO, I KNOW. :D

Dear Staff of Viwawa,

I have registered for an account in Viwawa.com and I went to the Junk Email Folder so that I can open the verification email. However, before I open it, I accidentally pressed the 'Delete' button, and when I tried to check the 'Deleted' column for it, it wasn't there already. So I went back to Viwawa.com and tried to register again, still using the same email. However, it told me that my email has already been taken. Can you help me to fix this, like eg, send me another verification email again? Thanks and I hope to hear from you soon.

hahahha. very very crazy so like me! :D oh, and come to think of it, i remember sending an email like this too, to Blogger. :)

You're my sunshine after the rain.
You're the cure against my fear and my pain.

Monday, January 21, 2008

My 3 Year Old 'Brother'. :D

i love shopping! :D


my 3year old brother! (i wish.)


Well, I’m not paralyzed,
But, I seem to be struck by you.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

my hopes were torn as usual.
painful goodbyes that were never said and never explained.

I really hate Jerk. Alot. Whatever, i dont care anymore.

Stupid Jerk.

Friday, January 18, 2008


17 Dec 1992.

You find yourself in luck, both in personal and professional life. You like to share your wealth and happiness with friends. You are probably very ambitious and goal oriented. Sometimes, you getover excited and take on more than you can manage.

Your ability to make your own luck.

Thinking you can do it all.

Did this on facebook, What Does Your Birthdate Means? how very true. (:


school was shitty as usual, with the exception of a few happy moments like during recess. LOL.

had a heaty arguement with one teacher yesterday, and i think i got some of my classmates shock at the fact that i retort back at the teacher. but i wasnt being rebellious, the teacher really pissed me. she actually accused me of cheating and gave me a 0 on my paper and so i went to argue with her. she asked, 'You're not happy is it?' i was like 'hot' already, so i replied, 'Precisely!' with much anger. and the whole class was quiet. LOL. and guess what i did later? i crumpled the test paper and then cried. very very stupid i know, i was angry till i cried. i really hate being maligned. and that teacher dont even care, she continued teaching, which obviously meant that she was really oblivious to the surroundings. after the lesson, i was asked to see her. and she told me that she want me to know that she wasnt really biased against me etc. from the tone of her voice, i ____________. fill in the blanks, i dont want to say it. and lastly, she asked me to stay happy. LMAO. and then when i went back to class, some were asking me why i was laughing. -.- okay, i so hate the teacher now, but i hate shit more, if you know what i'm talking about.

seriously i dont know what i did in my previous life to get sucky te*chers like this. oops, i didnt spell the whole word out, so i am not pointing fingers at anybody. i think that i must have done a lot of bad things to suffer under the te*chers' torture. sigh, this is my fate. :(


die. i'm super addicted to 'With You' by Chris Brown. ♥ i have looped it and have been listening to it since 1hr ago.


I'll divide my sense of longing into a thousand pieces,
then fold them into paper airplanes and fly them to you,
in hope that you will come looking for me with them in your hands.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Spongebob Is Gay.

my blog is dead. T.T

which is the reason why i am here today to revive it, Have got lots of things happening this week, but somehow i cant think of them at the moment. TSKTSK.

Oh, and i brought my dearest patrick to school today cause i thought it might get bored being stuck at home. and i got crazy with it with some others. hahahah.

and to all haters of patrick, i dont care if patrick is dumb/stupid/fat/whatever, he's cute and that's a fact. and stop comparing spongebob with patrick. they're like worlds apart. spongebob is so ugly, and he looks like a ticko. i've got evidence.

seriously, this photo of him look so ticko-ish.

- He has worn make-up in SEVERAL episodes.
- In the 2002 episode "Rock-a-Bye Bivalve", SpongeBob and Patrick adopt a baby scallop. When SpongeBob and Patrick decide to take care of the scallop, Patrick says that he wanted to be the mom, SpongeBob then informs him that he can't be the mom because he doesn't wear a shirt. Spongebob then decides to be the housewife and cooks and cleans as a wife would do!
- He has teddy bear posters with rainbows and teddy bears in general.
- He laughs like a gay "guy" and has a girly voice.

yuck yuck yuck. the thought of him really digust me a lot. D:

so, who's the pink chubby creature which wears green boxers with purple flowers on it?


And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve had.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

With You - Chris Brown ♥

With You - Chris Brown

I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'Cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.

I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
What I feel when I'm

With you (x5)
With you (x5)

Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..

'Cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.


I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
What I feel when I'm

With you (x5)
With you (x5)


And I..
Will never try to deny,that you're my whole life,
'Cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'Cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight

Oh! I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet the heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
What I feel when I'm..

With you (x5)
With you (x5)

oh yeah..


okay, this song is seriously love! ♥ i dont really like it the first time i hear it, but now i am crazily in love with it that i listen to it more than 20 times everyday. :D

Friday, January 11, 2008

went to singapore poly today and seriously i hate the bus driver. and it's all because he drove so fast that makes me feel like vomitting everything out. (i've got motion sickness) hahhaha.

when we reached there, we realised that it was the open house for the singapore poly and there were so many people can. LOL. so we walked walked here and there and the typical singaporeans went to grab a goodie bag (i did, cause i wanted to put my stuff inside), and a free ice cream, cornetto if i am not wrong. i didnt eat it. hahahha. walked around later and i was envious of people who got balloons so i asked around and got a black one. oh, and i saw Chen Ning, so long didnt see her already, such a coincidence. :)

yeah, so the place was quite big and i learnt that you cant access all places just using the same flight of stairs. very suaku i know. walked walked later (i can only use 'walked walked' cause that's what we really did) and started to get interested in the courses they offer. had a hard time finding the one i wanted, 'Drama and Psychology'. it's a new course, got me really excited. :D may and i took a photo at the photography booth later and yeah, i hate the photo cause my hair was super messy inside so may kept it. hahah.

hahah. went to the media place later and i grabbed another balloon while may got hers drawn there. and while we were on our way down, huisian called and told us they had boarded the bus. so we ran like hell, and in the end the bus left without us, well, 4 of us. syairah, iskandar, may and i. so we took the 4D bus instead, was super awkard and also feeling angry at some teacher at that moment cause i learnt from someone that it was the teacher who told the bus to just go. grrr.

back to school and my 2balloons got popped by that stupid timothy and roger. made me so pissed. and may, being a good and kind girl gave me one of hers. oh, i love may. :)

i wish i could turn back time,
back to where things were back to how they were like once before,
where everything was perfect
and where you were there with me.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Updates plus funny news. :)

okay. i am back to update after a tiring day.

i was hahah-ing today at the classroom early in the morning because i saw JunYuan's face on the XianZai of the chinese newspapers. his face made me feel like laughing. LOL.

had amaths test later in the afternoon which will determine whether we'd be dropping it or studying it which the teachers claimed. but i heard that if you failed but you insist on studying it, they cant do anything to you. but i think i totally flunked it already. oh whatever, i tried my best. very heck care attitude i know, but i really tried my best. D: now i just hope i can get a high pass. (pray hard)

tmrw, there's outing for the sec4s at the singapore polytechnic. oh how interesting. -.- but we are gonna end lesson early, which means we will be missing ____. (went off to check timetable)

(back with timetable in hand) CE period. *plays 'chey' in the background* super sad, cause that was not i want to miss. hahahha. but it's better than nothing. and i am sure many will bring handphones tmrw, just hope the school wont suddenly have the urge to conduct a bag check early in the morning tmrw. :/ *touch wood*


oh yeah, i heard something funny on the news.

apparently there was this 10years old boy who refused to go to school and he did something stupid so that he wouldnt have to go. he glued his hands to his bed!!!

i was like O.O and half-laughing inside when i heard the news. when i was 10years old, my innocent mind, still developing, wasnt even that 'clever' like this 10years old boy yet. very peifu him. if i was still 10years old, i'd bet i would be like crying so that i wouldnt have to go to school instead of gluing my hands to my bed! he really deserves an applause man. (starts clapping) oh, and if you are about to ask what happen to the boy, i have totally no idea because the only interesting thing about that boy is the gluing of his hands, i didnt listen to what happen later. hahha. :D


lost in translation but stuck in your love.

Monday, January 7, 2008

Life Is So Unpredictable.

life is so unpredictable.

one moment we may be alive and kicking and the next, maybe dead.

it's just like what happened to the Comedy Celeb, MC King. no one could believe it when they were informed of his death. i was shocked too. he was only 40, and at such a considered young age.

this shows that we should make full use of our life everyday, and live life very very fruitfully.

who knows what's gonna happen to us tmrw?

we cant predict the future but we can choose the way on how we want to live our lives.

with reference to the powerpoint slides ms tock showed us last thursday, we can make choices.

we can choose to be happy, or to be sad.
we can choose to hate someone, or to love them.
we can choose to let anger take control of us, or just to let go and forgive and forget.

learn to treasure/cherish your loved ones before they are gone.
dont wait till it's too late and have regrets.

lastly, may MC King R.I.P.

Saturday, January 5, 2008

Update on Sec4 life.

i survived one week of the sec4 life!

okay, not really one week, but counted lah. wahhh. time really flies fast man. O.O

hmm and i think sec4 life is really different from the previous 3yrs lah. it wont be soon before i feel the competitiveness in my class already, super scary. i aim to do well, and i will do it. :) and to prove my words, i do my homework on the day the teacher give it to us. you guys must be like, OMG IS THIS THE SHUFEN I KNOW? I ALWAYS THOUGHT SHE VERY SLACK ONE? I will change your impression of me. :) i am gonna mug real hard and not disappoint myself. i wasted my 3yrs already so i cant do it again. i cannot slack already. we had a physics test today to recap and all of us werent informed, so it was a surprise test, i was doubtful of myself but i made an effort to write at least an answer. and when mr koh went through a little, i got a few questions correct. i was quite happy already, but i know this is not enough.


and OMG. 'O' level chinese results are gonna be released on 17jan. so early, freaking scared and nervous now, i have to get an A to continue higher chinese. I'm gonna pray hard for an A man. no A1 at least an A2 please please. please to whoever who can hear me, please grant me an A at least for chinese, i really need it.

oh by the way, did i mention i hate filling up target setting forms? D:

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Secondary 4 Life.

hahahah. 2007 has finally flew away and here comes 2008. 2007 has been a fruitful year for me i guess, and i think this is one of those years which passed by so fast. i dont even have the time to catch up with what i have done/completed. yeah. oh by the way, i am currently in the school now using the com to update. LOL. yeah.

i am officially sec 4 now, i know i always say that. but yeah, sec4 means a stressful year ahead with the prelims the 'O's and everything. plus intensive revision till 4 plus plus. ): but i have to be prepared for it in order to get good results . (: i promise myself to strive harder and do my best in everything this year. and this sadly includes the fact that i'll have to try not to get pissed with some teacher so that i can understand his lessons better. (: but i believed i can do it.

okay, i know that paragraph above it kind of ____, but yeah, it's for me to read and remind myself of everything i have done, etc. so if you think it's boring, just ignore it. hahahha. :D

*parts in red are those that were being typed in school.

anyway, i was so happy cos we got a new mentor, ms michelle yeo not ms sim anymore. hahahha. :)

and and seeing all the new sec3s guys wearing the long pants was funny. :DD

and i realised that it always rains on the first day of school/2nd january.

lastly, i think my blog wont be so updated since i am like sec4 already, and i need to focus more on my studies instead of blogging. so do not expect me to update often, but i will try to revive this blog when i can. please continue to tag if not my blog would be so dead. thank you people. (: