solitous diaspora

hmms.. actually dun wana post again todae de.. but gort sth happen which i felt so like neglected or wadever u called it.. let's give the person a name called A.. A was once quite a close fren of mine.. buden suddenly another ger called B appeared.. B appeared to be snatching A away.. and always went out with her without me knowing.. i mean.. A dosent have to let me know.. but it's like i tink we are drifting further apart.. whan A talked to me, and asked me sth today, she was with B.. but at first she lied.. frm 'we' she chged to 'i'.. when i could actually hear someone giggling in the bg.. and it was till i asked A den she finally said she was with B.. see? even she doesnt wana let me know she is with B.. it's nort like i am jealous or sth.. but sometimes.. i feel neglected.. i am nort les btw.. it's jus tat wen u have a close fren, den ur close fren started hanging out with another fren den sorta like ignores u, how would u feel? this has nort happen to me one time.. but more than tat.. tat time, i was with A.. den B was sms-ing her, telling her whr she is.. den i wana like use the washroom, and A was like telling me to go to the 3rd storey bcos B was thr.. and she claimed tat the 3rd storey's washroom is cleaner.. hur.. then wen we reached the 3rd storey, A saw B taking the escalator up to the 4th one, she was like shouting B's name so loud.. den began walking towards the escalator.. i was like 'A, i tot u said go 3rd storey thr?' den A was like telling me to go 4th storey de instead, and dat it's cleaner than the 3rd storey de.. like toot.. wen we went up, the 1st thing she did was to find B.. hur.. wad is this ah? imagine if u are in this type of situation, how would u feel? and A, if u noe hu u are, and u were like me, den how would u feel? u dun even care at all.. and somemore, tat time, wen B colored sth, u din even like ask her to stop or wad.. if whoever did tat, knowing ur character, u will be like asking the person to stop coloring.. B did tat, and u said nth.. din even ask her to stop at all.. i am even wondering why are u treating her so well? and who knows, u might develop a slight crush for her already? think it over.. if we are friends, den dun do tat.. it's hurtful.. i am even thinking of doing wad jia zhi said.. hang out with her.. or other ppl.. if u are thinking i should do tat now, it means tat u and B are already very very good frens dat u dun even care abt a fren who has known u and understand u more than B does.. ppl can have alot of friends.. but u are treating me like i am invisible sometimes.. think abt wad has happened and see why.. if u hate me now fer writing all this, den pretend tat i nvr posted this.. but i do hope aft u read this, u understand how i really felt and change.. if u read this and feel tat u did nth rong, i've nth more to say lers.. i hope this friendship does nort break bcos of this..