solitous diaspora

i noe u must have hate me now.. but i dun care.. i still believe i did nth rong.. u are entitled to ur own opinion or ur pt of view.. i have my own thinkings too.. so.. i duno why we mus fight.. i choose to believe tat i was nort the one who started it.. i only asked tat cos i felt tat it was important to me.. if u really noe wad i am trying to do, i am sure u wuld tell me.. but u did nort.. instead u give me no ans.. and said i insist on an ans.. fine.. i admit i did.. but did u noe how i felt wen u said tat i insisted it.. u said 'have u tink tt i may be doing sth v impt. n here u r asking me tis? n insisted an answer?' wad is this? some sort of attitude or wad.. it all started happily and ended sadly.. u sound so sarcastic.. u din noe tat u hurt me.. u said i hurt u first.. but i still choose to believe i did nort.. i was only asking u.. i did nort sae sth like 'oi, u better give me an ans or wad'.. I ONLY ASKED.. and wen i said tat ppl can give me their ans and u cant, i wasnt comparing u with them.. u said as though i really was.. have u tot of these before? feel free to sae i am stubborn or i wana win.. i dun mind.. i jus wana sae out my feelings here.. dun sae tat i was trying to earn ppl's care or concern.. u said tat if i fall out with u, ppl will side with me.. are u saying tat i asked them to be thr? they will be sitting on the fence or they will really see who's right and who's wrong one lohs.. nort jus bcos of the fact they are my friends, they must side with me.. u said friends are ard me.. arent ur frens ard u too? u alwys hang out with simlin, elaine they all.. and sometimes, even i jus wana have lunch with u, u alwys will bring someone den we cant talk privately at all.. sometimes, u will jus desert me and find others.. have u ever tot of this before? u cant expect me to alwys follow u ard right? u promised to have lunch with me but in the end, we alwys didnt.. i cherish the times we had tgt and i hope it wuldnt end.. but to tink we wuld have a fight over this small ting.. and i still believe i did nth rong.. I AM STUBBORN.. i dun care anymore.. ignore me if u wan.. pretend tat i am dead or i am invisible if tat makes u happy..