shopped a little and took the train to bukit batok to catch the movie, Harry Potter. over the past few years, whenever i watched harry potter's movies, i have seriously no idea what they are trying to talk about and finally i understand it this time. hahahah. :D cried when sirius died. ): went around for peiwen's present later and got her earrings, yeah. bought badges, birthday stuff and earrings for myself. (: dined at pastamania, AGAIN, i swear i am not going to step foot there until like i am immune to the creamy taste. :X spastic photos were taken over there and i swear i looked really really spastic, -.- saw zhiyang there with his friends. lols.
took the train again back to lot 1 and shop shop. and i finally got hweisze's present ready. hahaha. went back home and tried to get peiwen's present done. cam-whored later again and it was goodnight. (:
took the train again back to lot 1 and shop shop. and i finally got hweisze's present ready. hahaha. went back home and tried to get peiwen's present done. cam-whored later again and it was goodnight. (:
today. hist project. :D had breakfast with jiazhi at LJS. the breakfast there aint really good. :X took the train to yew tee to meet zhenrui and got on the bus to meet may. turned out we alighted at the wrong stop so we walked over. may's internet modem wasnt working and so after much considerations, we went to limbang mac with her laptop since there is free internet connection there. then hurrily we tried to get our project done and i had lunch there. walked back home with jiazhi since she wanted to meet her jason. hahahah. :D
PHOTOS!
i think i look like an ah-lian in this photo, no idea why.
i dont feel like uploading anymore. probably tmrw.
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with troubles brewing all around me,
with troubles brewing all around me,
sometimes i wish i was someone who dont have to worry so much.
it would be great if one day i woke up and saw that i have turned into a baby.
i wouldnt have to worry so much then.
i would get what i want and dont have to worry that people will hate the way i am or whatsoever.
and i seriously dont know what's the matter with you.
it's like your brain has been swept away by some aliens.
you are not what you are anymore.
you flare up at anything.
you totally disappointed many of us in your change of attitude.
maybe you were being influenced.
but. i know anything i say now is useless.
but sometimes, you have to learn to control yourself and that nasty temper of yours because it make me hate you more.
people may not like it.
you dont care because you still have friends who stick up to you, who, i can say, try to let you do what you want.
they have no say because they always think you're right.
many have changed since they hang out with you.
if you have changed, please do not influence the other innocent ones too.
you may not know it because whatever you do seems so correct to you.
but you are so so so wrong.
i hate the way when you acted as though nothing has happened the next day and people just continuing to befriend you when actually, it's something totally different.
yes, i know people have moodswings but yours aint the same.
is your menopause coming soon?
a long way ahead huh.
stop acting as though you are the one who is right and always thinking that others have done you wrong.
you dont know it.
but many people are telling me bad stuff about you now.
i tried to 'fight' for you but after they kept telling, i was convinced by them.
my hatred increased.
if you think i am referring to you, and that i should take a look at myself too.
fine.
i admit i have change but at least i dont go around acting like a spoilt brat whining to get people's attention.
i can do nothing now except to see you rot there on your own.
hate me if you can.
i am sorry and i still thank you for being a friend.
you dont have to think twice.
the truth really hurts sometimes.
what can i say?
i am too tired to interfere.
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Be nice, rude people suck.