solitous diaspora

the day started off well but i dont know why just a few things can ruin my whole day. and the biggest thing which ruin my whole day was the change in the seating arrangement. i was already not really pleased with the place i am sitting at due to the fact that i was constantly being blocked. the seating arrangement was carried out ytd when i went for oral, so it was a chaos of where to sit and stuff when we reached class first thing in the morning. i was told by others that my sitting place was the same and i had to sit with ______ at first, but due to some reasons that thankfully yili and wanlin pointed out, they managed to get me sit with may. i am okay with that. (:

however, i was still not happy as i was still arranged to sit at the same old place plus the fact that i am still blocked in front, and also that the teachers had arranged for some of the taller guys to sit in front. i had no choice but to 'complain' to that teacher. at first, she did not really seem to care. so i fumed. tears started welling up lah, for dont know what reasons, perhaps i was already burning inside. so i argued alot with that teacher. well, not really argue, but was really in a defiant way, at that moment, i think that many changes their impression of me. they might think that i am one spoilt girl, so stubborn and blah blah whatsoever, but i dont care at that time. i was fighting for my so-called rights. and i won. like wow, i was feeling, and i quite regretted all those shoutings and stuff in front of the others. i wonder what my classmates think of me now. :X

okay. i shan stop saying all those bad stuff. eldds went on smoothly today. was informed by miss tang that the sec2,3 and 4 are invited to miss nat's wedding. COOLNESS + YAYNESS! it's in august and we're gonna make/get something related to spongebob squarepants since it's her favourite stuff. i cant wait! :DD if i'm not wrong, she's thinking of inviting the whole 2a along too. that would be great!

everything happened so abruptly.

i had no time to stop and think of how to react.